Nagpapasalamat ako.. hehe.. ^_^

ang lungkot lungkot ko last week, grabe...

pero buti na lang talaga nandyan mga kaibigan ko..

meron akong karamay..hehe.. salamat! salamat!!

Last week, nung nasa height na ako ng depression, nag-karaoke kami..

dahil dun, medyo gumaan pakiramdam ko..

special thanks!

angie-salamat sa movie discussions at book reviews!

elreen-forever friends na talaga tayo as in grabeng grabe na to!

ethyl-sa chika chika all the way forever and a day!

raime-sa corny jokes galore at kwentuhan natin sa upuan!

maya-i rely on you a lot lumalakas ako pag nandyan ka!

marian-dahil napakacheerful mo at nandyan ka forever!

kevin-dahil di ka pumapatol sa kung anu-anong shit idol!

david-salamat sa jpop at happy shiny stuff at sadyang napakabait mo!

dominic-dyan ka lang ha, wag ka aalis! as in wag! as in! as in! internet cafe natin ha?

mario-dyan ka lang rin ha, wag ka aalis! as in wag! as in! as in! internet cafe natin ha?

kuya dio-kahit gano pa kalayo ang manila, you are always with me! friends forever!

"I'll get by with a little help from my friends.. I'm gonna try with a little help from my friends.."

:)

With a Little Help From My Friends-The Beatles

What would you think if I sang out of tune
Would you stand up and walk out on me?
Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song
And I'll try not to sing out of key

Oh I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm going to try with a little help from my friends

What do I do when my love is away?(Does it worry you to be alone?)
How do I feel by the end of the day?(Are you sad because you're on your own?)

No I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm going to try with a little help from my friends

(Do you need anybody?)I need somebody to love
(Could it be anybody?)I want somebody to love

(Would you believe in a love at first sight?)Yes I'm certain that it happens all the time
(What do you see when you turn out the light?)I can't tell you, but I know it's mine

Oh I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm I get high with a little help from my friends
Oh I'm going to try with a little help from my friends

(Do you need anybody?)I just need somebody to love
(Could it be anybody?)I want somebody to love

Oh I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm going to try with a little help from my friends
Oh I get high with a little help from my friends
Yes I get by with a little help from my friends

With a little help from my friends

While My Guitar Gently Weeps-The Beatles, White Album

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at the floor and I see it need sweeping
Still my guitar gently weeps

I don't know why nobody told you how to unfold you love
I don't know how someone controlled you they bought and sold you

I look at the world and I notice it's turning
While my guitar gently weeps
With every mistake we must surely be learning
Still my guitar gently weeps

I don't know how you were diverted you were perverted too
I don't know how you were inverted no one alerted you

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at you all
Still my guitar gently weeps

*nalulungkot lang ako kasi di na ako nakakapag-gitara, and i think my guitar is INDEED gently weeping because of that sad, sad, fact. T___T

okey..buang na ako

ok. i don't feel like sleeping just yet.

i miss the glory days of blogging. i'd rave about some stupid thing and my online buddies would react, then i'd comment on their blogs..then we'd comment back..et cetera et cetera..

i think facebook ruined that.
bloghopping used to be such fun, now all i get are worthless pages with uninteresting stuff/ads..

teka.. ba't english to?!!!

hooh.

eh kasi naman kasi, english ang pinapakinggan ko.. the beatles, baby!!

hmp..ano banamantong nangyayari sa bahay namin ngayon, halos lahat sila nag-aaway..
ako naiipit..

ako yung ambassador of peace..
pucha..

anobah......

weh.

i almost had a panic attack just a few seconds ago.
been feeling pretty paranoid lately with all this crap about exhibit forms and the board exams and stuff..

all this fuss about these PRC requirements is so messed up.
heck, i shouldn't even be worrying this much!it's the pressure!
it's ganging up on me.. geez.

can't help but constantly obssess about all the stuff i have to do.. demmit.

it's a good thing my friends are still with me, ready to listen to my ramblings, et cetera..
but the fact that some of them are way too many steps ahead of me in our requirements makes mefeel all queasy and panicky inside.


need to find something else to obssess about.. soon!

eh kasi nga eh.

You Don't know Me- Ben Folds and Regina Spektor

I wanna ask you -

Do you ever sit and wonder,

It's so strange

That we could be together for

So long, and never know, never care

What goes on in the other one's head?

Things I've felt but I've never said

You said things that I never said

So I'll say something that I should have said long ago:

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (at all)

You could have just propped me up on the table like a mannequin

Or a cardboard stand-up and paint me (paint me)

Any face that you wanted me

To be seen.

We're Damned by the existential moment where

We saw the couple in the coma and

It was we were the cliché,

But we carried on anyway.

So, sure, I could just close my eyes.

Yeah, sure, trace and memorize,

But can you go back once you know

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (at all)

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all

(You don't know me) You don't know me

If I'm the person that you think I am (Ah ah ahh)

Clueless chump you seem to think I am (Ah ah ahhh)

So easily led astray, An errant dog who occasionally escapes and needs a shorter leash, then

Why the f**k would you want me back?!

Maybe it's because

(You don't know me at all) Ahhh ah Ahhh ah

(You don't know me, you don't know me.) Ahhh ah Ahhh ah

So, what I'm trying to say is What (What?)

I'm trying to tell you It's not gonna come out like

I wanna say it cause I know you'll only change it. (Say it.)

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (at all)

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (You don't know me)

You don't know me at all (at all) What?

why lungs, why?

ok.
ganito kasi yun.
-_____-

i hate myself right now.

i've been procrastinating a lot lately.

di naman ako ganung klase ng tao.
ako'y active.
may time pa nga na medyo active ako sa aktibista scene eh.

di ako ganito.

dahil siguro nasanay ako sa relaxed mode kaya ako nagkakaganito.
oo nga. may pressure rin naman na binibigay saken mga magulang ko.
pero di naman ako tinatablan.

hmp.

galit ako sa sarili ko ngayon pero tanggap ko naman ang sarili ko ngayon.
at dahil tanggap ko ang sarili ko (who happens to be such a pessimistic piece of shit) sa ngayon, mas
lalo tuloy tumitindi pagka-inis ko sa sarili ko.

so..

what now, dumb-ass?!!



ok. medyo may na-achieve naman ako kahit papa'no ngayong araw kasi napa-check ko na yung DR exhibit form ko.
pero ano eh.. parang.. grr..

may empty something pa rin.
pakiramdam ko kulang pa rin ako sa effort.

nung may pasok pa, kung anu-ano pinaggagagawa ko para lang sa "glory" ng grade.
pero ngayon, wala na kasing grades..
wala nang magsasabi sa akin kung ano dapat ko gawin, kung pa'no ko dapat gawin, et cetera.

shet.

bukas babalik ako sa school para ipapirma DR exhibit form ko. sana naman tama ang ginawa ko na format. sana naman.
sinunod ko naman ang instructions, so hopefully di ganun kagrabe ang problema ko bukas.


ano ba 'tong empty something na 'to?!!!
sheesh..
wala sa mga tried and tested diversionary tactics ko ang umuubra.
parang yung tipo ng sakit ng ulo na di naman ganun kasakit slash nakakasira ng daily routine kaya di mo tinatapatan
ng gamot pero alam mo naman na may mali talagang nangyayari sa loob ng ulo mo..
yung tipong ganun nga.. parang benign tumor..
nandyan siya, alam mo na di siya dapat nandun, pero ok lang rin naman kaya di mo inaaksyunan.

potah.

help.