Friday, August 21, 2009

Nagpapasalamat ako.. hehe.. ^_^













ang lungkot lungkot ko last week, grabe...
pero buti na lang talaga nandyan mga kaibigan ko..
meron akong karamay..hehe.. salamat! salamat!!

Last week, nung nasa height na ako ng depression, nag-karaoke kami..
dahil dun, medyo gumaan pakiramdam ko..


special thanks!


angie-salamat sa movie discussions at book reviews!
elreen-forever friends na talaga tayo as in grabeng grabe na to!
ethyl-sa chika chika all the way forever and a day!
raime-sa corny jokes galore at kwentuhan natin sa upuan!
maya-i rely on you a lot lumalakas ako pag nandyan ka!
marian-dahil napakacheerful mo at nandyan ka forever!
kevin-dahil di ka pumapatol sa kung anu-anong shit idol!
david-salamat sa jpop at happy shiny stuff at sadyang napakabait mo!

dominic-dyan ka lang ha, wag ka aalis! as in wag! as in! as in! internet cafe natin ha?
mario-dyan ka lang rin ha, wag ka aalis! as in wag! as in! as in! internet cafe natin ha?
kuya dio-kahit gano pa kalayo ang manila, you are always with me! friends forever!


"I'll get by with a little help from my friends.. I'm gonna try with a little help from my friends.."
:)






Wednesday, August 19, 2009

With a Little Help From My Friends-The Beatles

What would you think if I sang out of tune
Would you stand up and walk out on me?
Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song
And I'll try not to sing out of key

Oh I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm going to try with a little help from my friends

What do I do when my love is away?(Does it worry you to be alone?)
How do I feel by the end of the day?(Are you sad because you're on your own?)

No I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm going to try with a little help from my friends

(Do you need anybody?)I need somebody to love
(Could it be anybody?)I want somebody to love

(Would you believe in a love at first sight?)Yes I'm certain that it happens all the time
(What do you see when you turn out the light?)I can't tell you, but I know it's mine

Oh I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm I get high with a little help from my friends
Oh I'm going to try with a little help from my friends

(Do you need anybody?)I just need somebody to love
(Could it be anybody?)I want somebody to love

Oh I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm going to try with a little help from my friends
Oh I get high with a little help from my friends
Yes I get by with a little help from my friends

With a little help from my friends

Monday, August 10, 2009

While My Guitar Gently Weeps-The Beatles, White Album

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at the floor and I see it need sweeping
Still my guitar gently weeps

I don't know why nobody told you how to unfold you love
I don't know how someone controlled you they bought and sold you

I look at the world and I notice it's turning
While my guitar gently weeps
With every mistake we must surely be learning
Still my guitar gently weeps

I don't know how you were diverted you were perverted too
I don't know how you were inverted no one alerted you

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at you all
Still my guitar gently weeps

*nalulungkot lang ako kasi di na ako nakakapag-gitara, and i think my guitar is INDEED gently weeping because of that sad, sad, fact. T___T

okey..buang na ako

ok. i don't feel like sleeping just yet.

i miss the glory days of blogging. i'd rave about some stupid thing and my online buddies would react, then i'd comment on their blogs..then we'd comment back..et cetera et cetera..

i think facebook ruined that.
bloghopping used to be such fun, now all i get are worthless pages with uninteresting stuff/ads..

teka.. ba't english to?!!!

hooh.

eh kasi naman kasi, english ang pinapakinggan ko.. the beatles, baby!!

hmp..ano banamantong nangyayari sa bahay namin ngayon, halos lahat sila nag-aaway..
ako naiipit..

ako yung ambassador of peace..
pucha..

anobah......

weh.

i almost had a panic attack just a few seconds ago.
been feeling pretty paranoid lately with all this crap about exhibit forms and the board exams and stuff..

all this fuss about these PRC requirements is so messed up.
heck, i shouldn't even be worrying this much!it's the pressure!
it's ganging up on me.. geez.

can't help but constantly obssess about all the stuff i have to do.. demmit.

it's a good thing my friends are still with me, ready to listen to my ramblings, et cetera..
but the fact that some of them are way too many steps ahead of me in our requirements makes mefeel all queasy and panicky inside.


need to find something else to obssess about.. soon!

Sunday, June 14, 2009

eh kasi nga eh.

You Don't know Me- Ben Folds and Regina Spektor
I wanna ask you -
Do you ever sit and wonder,
It's so strange
That we could be together for
So long, and never know, never care
What goes on in the other one's head?
Things I've felt but I've never said
You said things that I never said
So I'll say something that I should have said long ago:
(You don't know me) You don't know me at all
(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (at all)
You could have just propped me up on the table like a mannequin
Or a cardboard stand-up and paint me (paint me)
Any face that you wanted me
To be seen.
We're Damned by the existential moment where
We saw the couple in the coma and
It was we were the cliché,
But we carried on anyway.
So, sure, I could just close my eyes.
Yeah, sure, trace and memorize,
But can you go back once you know
(You don't know me) You don't know me at all
(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (at all)
(You don't know me) You don't know me at all
(You don't know me) You don't know me
If I'm the person that you think I am (Ah ah ahh)
Clueless chump you seem to think I am (Ah ah ahhh)
So easily led astray, An errant dog who occasionally escapes and needs a shorter leash, then
Why the f**k would you want me back?!
Maybe it's because
(You don't know me at all) Ahhh ah Ahhh ah
(You don't know me, you don't know me.) Ahhh ah Ahhh ah
So, what I'm trying to say is What (What?)
I'm trying to tell you It's not gonna come out like
I wanna say it cause I know you'll only change it. (Say it.)
(You don't know me) You don't know me at all
(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (at all)
(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (You don't know me)
You don't know me at all (at all) What?

Monday, June 8, 2009

why lungs, why?

ok.
ganito kasi yun.
-_____-

i hate myself right now.

i've been procrastinating a lot lately.

di naman ako ganung klase ng tao.
ako'y active.
may time pa nga na medyo active ako sa aktibista scene eh.

di ako ganito.

dahil siguro nasanay ako sa relaxed mode kaya ako nagkakaganito.
oo nga. may pressure rin naman na binibigay saken mga magulang ko.
pero di naman ako tinatablan.

hmp.

galit ako sa sarili ko ngayon pero tanggap ko naman ang sarili ko ngayon.
at dahil tanggap ko ang sarili ko (who happens to be such a pessimistic piece of shit) sa ngayon, mas
lalo tuloy tumitindi pagka-inis ko sa sarili ko.

so..

what now, dumb-ass?!!



ok. medyo may na-achieve naman ako kahit papa'no ngayong araw kasi napa-check ko na yung DR exhibit form ko.
pero ano eh.. parang.. grr..

may empty something pa rin.
pakiramdam ko kulang pa rin ako sa effort.

nung may pasok pa, kung anu-ano pinaggagagawa ko para lang sa "glory" ng grade.
pero ngayon, wala na kasing grades..
wala nang magsasabi sa akin kung ano dapat ko gawin, kung pa'no ko dapat gawin, et cetera.

shet.

bukas babalik ako sa school para ipapirma DR exhibit form ko. sana naman tama ang ginawa ko na format. sana naman.
sinunod ko naman ang instructions, so hopefully di ganun kagrabe ang problema ko bukas.


ano ba 'tong empty something na 'to?!!!
sheesh..
wala sa mga tried and tested diversionary tactics ko ang umuubra.
parang yung tipo ng sakit ng ulo na di naman ganun kasakit slash nakakasira ng daily routine kaya di mo tinatapatan
ng gamot pero alam mo naman na may mali talagang nangyayari sa loob ng ulo mo..
yung tipong ganun nga.. parang benign tumor..
nandyan siya, alam mo na di siya dapat nandun, pero ok lang rin naman kaya di mo inaaksyunan.

potah.

help.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

-_-



i have decided to minimize my internet time.

it's unhealthy.


i always feel drained after i go online.

it feels good to explore pages, etc... but then..


sabi nga nung isang quote na nabasa ko dati tungkol sa TV... "the television has an amazing ability to make you feel connected and lonely at the same time.."


parang internet nga..

connected ka sa maraming tao. pero sa real world, you're all alone in a room (except for a few cockroaches)


so now, i'll try to be a normal human being and try to get things done..


maglilinis ako, aasikasuhin aking PRC requirements, ano pa ba..

ah yes.. money making schemes..


napaka-inutil ko.


grr..


*kanina kasi sa Eat Bulaga, yung mga contestant nila sa Sa Pula, Sa Puti..mga working students..

na-guilty tuloy ako..


ang bait ko 'no? i felt guilty.. amazing.




so umm.. see you next week, maybe?

Friday, April 24, 2009

Stagnation Damnation

Medyo na-busy ako last week sa completion pero ngayon.. hindi na..

wala na akong ginagawa!!

kelangan ko ng "excitement" kumbaga..
wala pa talaga akong pera ngayon, kaya di ako maka-alis ng bahay..
shet.

hmm..

2:55am na at gising na gising pa rin ako.
sige.. iku-kwento ko na lang lahat ng ginawa ko sa araw na ito. ok?

nagising ako mga 10:30am yata.. badtrip na naman ako kasi masakit ulo ko. tapos orange pa talaga yung kurtina namin sa kwarto so imagine niyo na lang kung gan'o ka pangit ng gising ko.

pagbaba ko, naubusan na ako ng ulam. sabi ni mama.. "magcereals ka na lang.." eh kaso, ayoko ng muesli at honeystars eh kaya nag-nesvita na lang ako..

tapos yung ginawa ko after nun, di ko na maalala.. ang sunod ko lang na maalala ay nung kumain na ako ng lunch.. so breakfast ko 11.. tapos naglunch ako 1pm..

ininit ko yung liempo sa ref.. tapos nilamon ko talaga lahat ng pagkain na yun..
nakatulala lang ako..
meron akong naramdamang kakaiba..
pagkatapos nun, lumobo ang cheeks ko..
dumiretso ako sa lababo..
at sumuka ng bonggang-bongga..

sumuka ako ng 2 cups of rice, isang sachet ng nesvita classic flavor, at 3 hersheys dark kisses.
as in dire-diretsong suka.. wala ngang sound effects eh..
parang gripo lang..

ok.

kadiri.

pagkatapos nun, nag-blank na naman utak ko.. wala na naman ako maalala after that.
umuwi sila mama mga 4pm yata..
ah oo.. naglaro nga lang pala ako ng cooking dash pagkatapos ko sumuka..

so umuwi na sila mama 4pm no.. pinagalitan niya ako kasi ba't di ako naghugas ng pinggan tsaka ba't di ko inayos yung mga damit.. (pasok sa tenga, labas sa kabila..hehe)

tapos umalis tita ko tsaka si mama nagpamassage..

tapos nag-dinner na kami..
medyo nagalinlangan akong kumain uli kasi medyo nahihilo pa rin ako.. pero.. GO!!
glass noodles yung ulam namin.. .masarap..pero tatlong subo lang ang nakayanan ko..

pagkatapos nun, umakyat ako sa kwarto para maka-iwas sa gulo..
nag-gitara gitara ng konti.. tapos nung naubusan na ako ng mga songs, nanood ako TV..

tapos.. eto..

nagiinternet na naman..


sabi ng erpat ko, yung iniipit daw ni angel locsin sa kilikili niya dun sa commercial ng Rexona ay Pringles..hehe..
yung sa "ligo lang", onion flavor daw kasi nag-iiba kulay..
tapos yung sa "with rexona" ano.. classic flavor..

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Kaming tatlo.. ang pagbabalik!

<--this kind of friendship lasts forevah.




Ngayong araw, tuwang-tuwa ako. Sa wakas, nagkita kaming muli ni Mario at Dominic.



Na-miss ko talaga ang dalawang mokong na 'to.. hehe..





Nagkita kami sa NCCC mall at kumain muna ng takoyaki. Nag-update rin nga pala kami tungkol sa aming mga buhay-buhay.


Wala talagang nagbago. Graduate na kami ni Mario pero parang second year high school pa rin.




Haay.. Nagpapasalamat talaga ako na magkaibigan pa rin kaming tatlo.. Grabe. Walong taon na rin kaming nagsasama ha..!
Mahal na Mahal ko talaga Ang dalawang yun at kahit ano man ang mangyari, mamahalin ko pa rin sila.




Sheesh. Foodtrip to the max talaga kaming tatlo. Kainis nga lang kasi yung mga kasabay ko puro payatot.. wahaaa!! Hehe..




Kakahiya kumain.




So, nag-takoyaki kami, diba? Pagkatapos nun, lakad-lakad muna sa mall para medyo matunawan.. nakasalubong namin si Sr. Elle, teacher namin dati as Aral. Pan..



Tapos nakita nila yung CI ko na hot.. hehe.. silang dalawa ay "nalibog".. hahaaaaa!!




Tapos tumuloy kami sa Banok's sa may People's Park.. KAIN NA NAMAN!!! WAHAA!!
Nag-extra rice pa talaga ako.. grabe! Goodluck na lang sa jebs ko mamaya.. haha..




Tapos siyempre, kelangan na namang i-digest yung barbeque so lumibot naman kami sa People's Park.. hehe.

<-ready to jebs na kami!


Chika-chika na naman kami.. hehe.. nakasalubong namin si Ronmar..




Todo photo ops din kami.. ginamit naming tripod yung mga trashcan.. hahay.. bliss.





Nung naubusan na kami ng lilibutan sa People's Park, dumiretso kami sa G-mik para magkaraoke up to sawa.. grabe. Napaos yata ako dun.





Lonely Hearts Club ang naging itsura namin.. wahaaa!!!




<--we are lonely and we have hearts.. <3

Puro heartbreak sawi songs ang tinira namin.. tuwang-tuwa naman ako..hehe..


Katagalan, na-exhaust na rin kami.. kaya yun, naglakad na naman kami.




Tapos.. hulaan niyo kung ano na naman ginawa namin..






Yeh!




Kumain uli!! Wahaa!!





Nag-Basti's kami at umorder ng pizza.. yung sizzling gambas hot spicy pizza.. hindi pala understatement yung title nung pizza..




HANG HANGHANG talagaaaH!! Hooh..




May hangganan rin naman ang mga stomach namin kaya't umuwi na kami.





Sinabayan nila ako na maglakad pauwi at hinatid nila ako sa bahay.




Tapos sinamahan ko rin sila habang nag-aantay ng taxi.. haha.













Yey.





<--sa dulo ng maselang bahagharing ito ay matatagpuan ang mga leprechaun na mahilig mag-casino. VIP sila.




I am happy. Period.




Have a happy period! ^^

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Abangan ang Susunod na Kabanata














Hello people. And hello worlds!! Greetings.










Medyo matagal-tagal na rin akong nawala dito sa blog world.





Hmm.. so far medyo marami na rin akong "new experiences" na hindi na blog.. kakatamad ikwento..









Oo nga pala. Kaka-graduate ko lang..








hahay..di ko feel.. parang wala lang..








Tulog ang erpat ko buong graduation..ako naman nag-sounds lang..





Hahay.. don't get me wrong.. Masaya ako na naka-graduate na ako..





Pero wala kasi akong naramdaman.. akala ko na pag-gising ko may parang "feeling" ako na





Mararamdaman..










Kaya lang..wala eh!! Haha..










Tapos nakuha ko na rin pala ang professional nursing pin ko.. hmm.. wala Lang rin.. 0_o










Ang naalala ko Lang sa araw na yun ay Ang pain... ANG SAKIT NG PAA KO!!!





Lecheng heels.. T_T