islashwah

it's so frustrating..
i spent all of my money for school..
i've been trying to save up so that i can play RO during the break..
T_T

now, i am stuck here.. at home.. wallowing in self-pity..

penniless..

a starving artist..


==well, i'm not actually starving per se.. i just feel so empty.. stuck here..

dvd marathon.. i'm so sick of watching dvds already..


to compensate for my lost ragna time, i've returned to my OTHER past addiction:

pokemon!!! wah..here is a screencap of me inside my lovely secret base on route120.. ^_^

grr..

"people like you are the reason people like me need medication.."


i should be relaxing by now..
it's sembreak!!
but what am i doing? i am revising our f*@kin' case study!!!

i hate incompetent people.
geez.. ang simple simple lang ng trabaho ng mga taong yun, ayaw pa nilang tapusin.. tae sila, sabi nila gagawin na raw nila eh bat nakita ko sila kanina sa mall, papunta sa sinehan?!! ha?!

grr.. i'm sick. i'm tired. and i'm SO sick and tired of having to put up with people like you!!!!!!!!!!!!




*whew.. that was a relief.. i just had to let all of that out.. (it's a good thing the persons i'm referring to don't know what the word 'blog' means.. (buti rin friendster lang ang alam nila na pwedeng gamit ng internet...)

-_-

our exams are finally over..
but a feeling of fear has swept through me..

genuine fear indeed.


wah!!! i really have no idea regarding my academic status as of now.
i just hope my grades are enough get me through the first semester..
it's the third year. i have to focus. i have to exert more effort!

wah!!
i'm so tired.... T_T

when i feel heavy metal and i'm pins and i'm needles

at sa wakas natapos na rin ang aming duty sa lechepuchataelangkwentangleche na psychiatric/mental health nursing rotation.

at anong napala ko, ask me...





WALA!!!!


hehe.. medyo matagal tagal na rin simula nung huli akong nakapagblag dito.
medyo kinain kasi ng lechepuchataelangkwentangleche na psychiatric/mental health nursing rotation na yan ang oras ko..

nalunod din ako sa mga requirements sa ibang subject.. di pa kasali mga ek-ek responsibilities ko dyan ha!!

i just feel so effing stressed out.. stretched out din..
ewankobah..
pagod na ako..


i almost came to a point where i welcomed eternal repose but luckily i was too tired to act on it.. hehe
oh well... ^_^

at ngayon.. ang pinakahihintay ko sa lahat buong 1st sem ay malapit nang mangyari!!! woohoo!!!!!!
sembreak nah!!!! yahoooooooo!!!!!!

baybay crezii pipol! it was fun, but sorry.. i'd rather receive the same amount and level of fun someplace else!!





woohoo!
*i think i've developed a psychoses during my stay with the psychotic..