of chicken, firetrucks, and novelty songs..

finally, i have returned from Kamp Pag-asa..
oh what an experience it has been.

i arrived at that camp feeling like an outcast.
but after the camp, it's like i was leaving home..

i miss the children.
i miss my fellow volunteers.
i miss the camp staff..

but i definitely won't miss the food.. hehe

'nuf with the english..


pucha napagod talaga ako sa camp na yun.. nag-alaga ako ng isang bulag pero parang tatlong bulag ang binabantayan ko.. "three blind mice, three blind mice... "

yung mga autistic ang okay..

paborito ko yung mahilig magpa-kalmot ng likod at ang kaya lang sabihin ay mga conversation ng ibang tao at least 2 hours ago.. (how cool is that?!!)
he keeps repeating "aruy, nipilit ang chicken.." over and over whenever he is calm..

naobserbahan ko ring special children are curiously responsive to novelty songs.. bakit kaya?
hmm..

ano pa ba..

pagkain namin puro manok, kung di manok, boiled egg naman.. geez..

first time ko ring maligo gamit ang tubig galing sa firetruck.. enjoy talaga mga bata.. (pati volunteers)

nagkaroon ako ng bagong mga kaibigan..

ano pa ba..

ah basta! ako ngayon ay nagbalik mula sa Kamp Pag-asa na puno ng pag-asang makakabalik akong muli next year..

at home ako eh.. (does this mean that i am "special" too?!)

nakuha ko nah!

i've been trying to figure out how to read and follow tabs for almost a week now and i am proud to say that i finally understand them..

wee!

nagsibalikan na mga kalyo ko.
i'm currently working on my speed in shifting chords..

sa ngayon ang alam ko pa lang tugtugin ay chorus(?) nung favorite song ko ng dashboard confessional

ender will save us all..

i wanna give you, whatever you need..
what is it you need? is it what i need?

i wanna give you, whatever you need!
what is it you need? is it within me?

it's hard to explain how i am getting by on so little from you.
it's hard to believe that i would let myself get so right into you.
there's gotta be something that would be worthwhile for me to give to you.
we need a connection but you seem to push me far away from you....


feel na feel ko talaga pagtugtog pero hanggang dun lang nakuha ko sa pagbabasa ng tabs ei.
kaka-frustrate tuloy..

my playing really sounds like the real thing! if only i can figure out how to play those things with numbers enclosed in a parentheses..

oh well..

proud pa rin ako! self-taught tabs reader yata to..

^_^

death list

this is from my blog in friendster (after i watched the movie 300):

Let my eulogy read:
"Well, it's tragic how her brain burst like that,
but let us recall how Ira was dumb enough
to believe -- convinced even --
that there is some kind of life after death.
At least now she knows better."

death death death...
lalala..

ang ganda nung pagkamatay nila leonidas sa 300!!

wow!

kainggit..
sana ganun rin ka-astig tingnan kamatayan ko..
death by arrow shower..
~wee!!

since ito na rin topic ko, ililista ko ang aking top10 pinaka-OK
na "mode of death" na nakita ko sa sine't telebisyon..

1. yung sa CSI-LV na tao na galit sa mga CSI, nanghingi siya ng 1M in exchange for Nick tapos dala na ni Grissom pera pero binomba niya sarili niya (kasama ang 1M dollars)
2. yung kay O-ren Ishii kung saan nag-away sila ni The Bride tapos na slice brain niya pero di naman nasira face niya.
3.yung kay Bill naman na di niya alam na pinatay na pala siya ni The Bride gamit yung pindot-pindot method.
4. si Prof. Xavier, inagnas nang buhay.. wow.
5. yung sa crouching tiger hidden dragon, so romantic.. date-suicide.. sabay silang tumalon sa bangin ng kanyang yayabs..
6.yung kay Boromir, kahit puro arrow na siya, pumapatay pa rin ng mga Uruk-Hai.. napaka-noble.
7.yung kay Spike, inagnas din siya ng buhay, napasok spirit(?) niya sa locket thingy, tapos binalik ni Fred sa Angel..
8. yung mama ni Amelie Poulain, nahulugan ng nagsu-suicide na babae.. take note: kakalabas pa lang nila sa simbahan nun!
9. yung mga lalake sa kung fu hustle na namatay dahil dun sa nakahiga na gitara. (trengtreng..igs!)
10. yung sa 300 naman, natuhog na siya.. hinila niya deeper yung bbq stick to get closer to the tuhoger to make patay..(wekwekwek..)

"ayoko ngang mamatay habang natutulog.. Di na ako magigising nyan!!"-Baia