Tuesday, March 18, 2008

updates

hay salamat naman at may oras na rin ako..

holy week. geez. i still have to finish up that friggin' paper for that friggin' research proposal..sheesh!

ok. i feel guilty for not updating this blog. so now i'm compensating for it by listing the things i have been up to lately..(i just LOVE lists, as some of you guys may have noticed..)

uhurm..

1. nothing much is going on with my life right now, just pretty preoccupied with all the schoolwork going on..that's the downside of going to school..you have to do schoolwork..bohah!

yey!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

of death and breast masses




it's been a while since my last post and boy, do i have a LOT of new experiences in the hospital to share!!

sa operating room at emergency room na naman kami ngayon at feel na feel ko na talaga ang pagiging hospital worker..

bohaha..

feeling surgeon ako nung isang araw nung nagtanggal ng bukol sa boobs plus biopsy si dr. encarnacion.. biro nyo ako ang pina-retract niya nung organ tsaka pina explore explore sa inner boob nung babaeng inoperahan niya?! yeh! usually kasi taga-pasa lang ng instruments ang trabaho namin pero dahil yata sa kakulitan ko nag-give in na si doc.. yeh!

someday, i'll be a surgeon..wee!

feeling ER personnel naman ako nung nagkaroon ng code blue sa emergency room.. yeh! pinaCPR ako, people!! CPR!! yeh!

kaso lang, namatay yung patient..kasalanan ko kaya? -_-

dalawang buwan lang ang nakalipas pero nakakita na ako ng tatlong taong namatay sa harapan ko.. with all the hospital drama included.. flat line sa cardiac monitor [with the *toot sound included], defibrillation na may kasama pang sparks sa dibdib nung taong basa pala ang chest.. at halos dalawang dosenang epinephrine na sinasaksak sa mga kawawang taong naghihingalo..


napa-blog ako ngayon kasi ngayon nangyari ang ikatlong kamatayan at ako ang isa sa mga nag-ayos ng bangkay at naghatid nito sa morgue..

amazing.

Friday, January 25, 2008

ANG MGA PILING-PILING LINK NI IRA PARA SA LINGGONG ITOAH


  1. vestigial organs, git them outta my system!!!
  2. finger linking good:
  3. i like black. black looks good on me..-->
  4. subukan niyo itoah.. tiredness test.. tired na pala ako mashadow...:
  5. optimus prime is god.. top ten cartoon names evah..
  6. Harry Potter and the Chronicles of the Lord of the Golden Compass of the Jedi
enjoy my linkys for the week..trial version..^_^
don't forget to use the right mouse!! hehehehe..

linky happiness

uhurm.. napag-isip-isip ko nang gayahin yung style ni http://swimminginchampaign.blogspot.com na puro links o interesanteng mga bagay-bagay lamang ang nilalagay niya sa blog niya..hehe..

'di naman ganun ka-o.k. ang mga pinagsasabi ko dito.. kaya sa palagay ko.. napapanahon na..

[cue trumpet-sounding orchestra thingy intro music here]

tenenenen!!!
finally, my own version of 'linky goodness' (wholesome and very much NNSFW,as in not not safe for work..hehe)

"ANG MGA PILING-PILING LINK NI IRA PARA SA LINGGONG ITOAH!!"

pero sa ngayon, wala muna.. maghahanap muna ako ng sites.. pero at least, may title na, 'di ba?

Thursday, January 10, 2008

hapi nyunyir!!

new year resolutions....

1.umiwas na sa pagiinternet sa labas..magastos yan
2.magtago ng pera dapat may 50pesos a week kang savings, ok?!
3.i'll lessen my zombie modes this year.. very bad for my health..
4.no more softdrinks
5.no more pork
6.less beef..kawawa ang mga baka..
7.bring yellowpaper..stop parasitism..


ito lang ang mga bagay na feel ko kaya kong gawin..haha

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Ira is really love aura boy


fangirl na ba ang tawag saken? di naman siguro..

ira really loves aura boy, my golly!!!



sa hana kimi siya na character, si kayashima na nakakakita ng mumu at aura ng mga tao..

dahil sa kanya, dumami na ang tshirt ko na striped..
dahil sa kanya, ako'y napapa-"~kyaa!"



usually hindi ganito reaction ko sa mga pogi..

pero...

aack!!!!!!! ^_^ he's an exception...
*nahahawa na yata ako sa sakit ni baia.. (owner of the "hunterkekshunter" blog)

i hope NOT!!! hehe

Ira is love aura boy

Your Aura is Violet

Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world.
And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it!

The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say

Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony

Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach

inday!

Nag-rent ng isang van ang magbabarkada para mag out-of-town. Habang nasa biyahe biglang humirit si Ethan…

Ethan: Alam niyo ba, in the Animal Kingdom, males are more dominant than females?

Di papatalo si Rosing…

Rosing: Ok lang. Studies show that women outlive men.

May pantapat si Dodong…

Dodong: Eh diba nga, men have higher IQ than women?

Di na napigilan at nagsalita na rin si Inday…

Inday: And what is your proof Dodong? Such claims concerning gender differences are empirical and they should be evaluated by evidence. Is it because there are more male scientists or mathematicians than female ones? Do you think that this translates to men having greater cognitive aptitude for science? Or males are intrinsically better at mathematical and spatial reasoning? Or that men show greater variability than women, and as a result there are more men at the extreme upper end of the ability distribution from which scientists and mathematicians are drawn?

Inday: Tell me Dodong, what’s your evidence? Don’t you know that we are endowed with core knowledge systems that emerge prior to any formal instruction which serves as a basis for mathematical thinking and these systems equally develop in males and females? I tell you, there are no differences in intrinsic aptitude between men and women. You must consider social factors involved before stating your claim. There are social forces, including overt and covert discrimination and social influences that lead men and women to develop different skills and different priorities.

Natameme na si Dodong…

Dodong: (sinisi si Ethan) ‘Kaw kasi eh! ‘Kaw nag-pasimuno ‘lam mo namang wala tayong laban kay Inday.

Nagising si Manang sa kanyang pagkatulog…

Manang: Ang iingay niyo! ‘La pa akong tulog… palibhasa di kayo inumaga sa paghahanda ng pagkain eh!

Dodong, Ethan, Rosing at Inday: Sorry!

Saturday, December 15, 2007

wee..


birthday ko kahapon at nanglibre ako sa pizzahut..

di kasing enjoy last year pero pwede na rin..
kasama ko si baia, maya, angie, tetz, at dominic

midnight sale sa gaisano mall.. binigyan ako ng tshirt ni maya na blacknwhite stripes..

T_T i'm older now..
di na naman nakarating si mario kaya't medyo malungkot ako..

para sa mga bumati sa akin, salamat!! ^_^



mario. this is for you... wah!!!

Friday, November 9, 2007

a spoonful of Edward Norton makes the viruses go down

the greatest monologue of all time. here's monty talking in front of a restroom mirror (from the movie 25th hour)..
ansarap i-read aloud nito, promise..lalo na pag sabay dun sa movie. yeah!
*i got this from the top movie monologues/speeches of all time.. yeah! i've seen norton's film and i'm glad he's on top of the list...yeah! i heard he'll play the hulk next year..yeah!



Yeah, fuck you, too.

Fuck me? Fuck you.

Fuck you and this whole city
and everyone in it.

No, no, no, no, no.

Fuck the panhandlers
grubbing for money,
smiling at me behind my back.

Fuck the squeegee men
dirtying up the clean
windshield of my car.
Get a fucking job.

Fuck the Sikhs
and the Pakistanis
bombing down the avenues
in decrepit cabs,
curry steaming out their pores,
stinking up my day.
Terrorists in fucking training.
Slow the fuck down!

...getting one
of those operations
that elongate your penis.


Fuck the Chelsea Boys
with their waxed chests
and pumped-up biceps,
going down on each other
in my parks and on my piers,
jiggling their dicks
on my Channel 35!


Fuck the Korean grocers
with their pyramids
of overpriced fruit
and their tulips and roses
wrapped in plastic.
Ten years in the country,
still no speakee English.


Fuck the Russians
in Brighton Beach.
Mobster thugs sitting in cafes,
sipping tea in little glasses,
sugar cubes
between their teeth,
wheelin' and dealin'
and schemin'.
Go back
where you fucking came from.


Fuck the black-hatted Hasidim
strolling up and down
47 th Street
in their dirty gabardine
with their dandruff,
selling South African
apartheid diamonds.

Come on.
Your wife deserves this.


Fuck the Wall Street brokers.
Self-styled masters
of the universe.
Michael Douglas-Gordon Gekko
wannabe motherfuckers
figuring out new ways
to rob hardworking people blind.
Send those Enron assholes
to jail for fucking life.


You think Bush and Cheney
didn't know about that shit?
Give me a fucking break.

Worldcom.


Fuck the Puerto Ricans.
Twenty to a car,
swelling up the welfare rolls.
Worst fucking parade
in the city.

And don't even get me started
on the Dominicans,
'cause they make
the Puerto Ricans look good.

Who's this fuckin' guy?!
Get the fuck outta here!

Fuck the Bensonhurst ltalians
with their pomaded hair,
their nylon warm-up suits,
their St. Anthony medallions,
swinging their Jason Giambi
Louisville Slugger baseball bats
trying to audition
for "The Sopranos."


Fuckin' crack
your fuckin' head open!


Bensonhurst! Bensonhurst!


Fuck the Upper East Side wives
with their Hermes scarves
and their 50$
Balducci artichoke.

Taxi!

Overfed faces
getting pulled and lifted
and stretched all taut
and shiny.


You're not fooling anybody,
sweetheart.


Taxi!


Fuck the Uptown brothers.
They never pass the ball,
they don't want to
play defense,
they take five steps
on every layup to the hoop,
and then they want to
turn around
and blame everything
on the white man.


We not giving it up!
We not giving it up!


Slavery ended 137 years ago.
Move the fuck on.


Fuck the corrupt cops with
their anus-violating plungers
and their 41 shots,
standing behind a blue wall
of silence.


You betray our trust!


Fuck the priests
who put their hands
down some
innocent child's pants.


Fuck the church that protects
them, delivering us into evil.


And while you're at it,
fuck J.C.
He got off easy --
a day on the cross,
a weekend in hell,
and all the hallelujahs of the
legioned angels for eternity.
Try seven years
in fucking Otisville, J.


Fuck Osama bin Laden,
Al Qaeda,
and backward-ass cave-dwelling
fundamentalist assholes
everywhere.
On the names of
innocent thousands murdered,
I pray you spend the rest
of eternity with your 72 whores
roasting in a jet-fuel fire
in hell.
You towel-headed camel jockeys
can kiss my royal lrish ass.


"l notice how many
of what I once thought


"were evidences of repression,
sexual or otherwise..."


Fuck Jacob Elinsky.
Whining malcontent.

Fuck Francis Xavier Slaughtery,
my best friend,
judging me while he stares
at my girlfriend's ass.


Fuck Naturelle Riviera.
I gave her my trust,
and she stabbed me in the back.


Sold me up the river.
Fucking bitch.


Fuck my father
with his endless grief,
standing behind that bar,
sipping on club soda,
selling whiskey to firemen
and cheering the Bronx Bombers.


Let's go, Yankees!


Fuck this whole city
and everyone in it,
from the row houses of Astoria
to the penthouses
on Park Avenue,
from the projects in the Bronx
to the lofts in Soho,
from the tenements
in Alphabet City
to the brownstones
in Park Slope
to the split-levels
in Staten lsland,
Iet an earthquake crumble it,
let the fires rage,
Iet it burn to fucking ash,
and then let the waters rise
and submerge this whole
rat-infested place.


No.


No. Fuck you,
Montgomery Brogan.
You had it all,
and you threw it away,
you dumb fuck!

Sunday, November 4, 2007

aants!!


ohohohohohohohoho..
la ako maisip iblag pero gusto ko magtype.. so itatayp ko kung ano man ang laman ng utak ko as of the moment.

may nangyayaring kakaiba sa ikinikilos ng mga langgam..

naniniwala akong hindi ito dahil sa madalas na pagbuhos ng ulan..
kahit anong lagay ng panahon, kakaiba pa rin ang mga ikinikilos nila..

malapit na talaga ang end of the world..
alam yata ng mga langgam ang mga sikreto ng mundo..

ang weird na talaga nila ngayon..

kayo? pansin niyo ba na parang kakaiba na ang kinikilos ng mga langgam ngayon?

di na nila ini-invade ang mga asukal namin.. trip na nila mga damit..

bakit damit? ano ang nasa damit? bagong laba pa talaga ang gusto nila.. hindi yung sa labada..
akala namin dahil sa sabon.. pero hindeeeh.. paiba-iba na kami ng sabon!!!

weird..

naka ilang palit na rin ako ng bedsheet pero nilalanggam pa rin ako..

kahit sa'n ako tumingin, may langgam!!


aaaaaccckkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pati screen ng computer.. cellphone, you name it.. they're there!!

geez.

kanina nga, paggising ko, ginawa nilang bridge yung kamay ko..
badtrip talaga..

dahil kaya diabetic ako?

nooo...



kinagat ako ng langgam sa mata
kinagat din ako sa scalp

nagising ako na puno ng langgam ang unan ko

di naman ako kumain sa kama

matamis ba ang mata ko?
may lasa ba ang ulo ko?

medyo mabango nga ang buhok ko dahil sa shampoo pero parehas naman kami ng kapatid ko ng shampoo at magkadikit mga kama namin bakit siya, hindi nilalanggam?! di naman madumi kama ko. walang pagkain..

ano ba?!

dahil kaya involved ako sa massacre ng mga langgam dati?
isa ako sa mga nag-isip ng mga taktika sa biological warfare warfare ni papa dati nung nagmassacre kami ng mga langgam..(pinag-away namin yung mga pula at itim sa pamamagitan nga biological warfare:nanalo yung mga pula)

pero sa pagkakaalam ko, hindi nilalanggam ang aking ama kahit siya naman ang mastermind sa nasabing massacre..

ewan ko ba.. sadyang sweet lang ba talaga ako?
tinikman ko sarili ko.. normal naman ang lasa ah.. maliban na lang sa kamay ko na medyo mapait dahil kakalagay ko lang ng hand creme..
wala pa namang nakapagsasabi sa akin na sweet ako..

hmm..

dahil kaya ..

i should marry a jap guy..hehe

You Should Date A Japanese Guy!

You're an interesting blend of traditonal and modern
And a Japanese guy is likely to be on your wavelength
Maybe you'll show your love by dying your hair the same color
Or get married in a traditional white kimono!

Friday, October 26, 2007

islashwah


it's so frustrating..
i spent all of my money for school..
i've been trying to save up so that i can play RO during the break..
T_T

now, i am stuck here.. at home.. wallowing in self-pity..

penniless..

a starving artist..


==well, i'm not actually starving per se.. i just feel so empty.. stuck here..

dvd marathon.. i'm so sick of watching dvds already..


to compensate for my lost ragna time, i've returned to my OTHER past addiction:

pokemon!!! wah..here is a screencap of me inside my lovely secret base on route120.. ^_^

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

grr..

"people like you are the reason people like me need medication.."


i should be relaxing by now..
it's sembreak!!
but what am i doing? i am revising our f*@kin' case study!!!

i hate incompetent people.
geez.. ang simple simple lang ng trabaho ng mga taong yun, ayaw pa nilang tapusin.. tae sila, sabi nila gagawin na raw nila eh bat nakita ko sila kanina sa mall, papunta sa sinehan?!! ha?!

grr.. i'm sick. i'm tired. and i'm SO sick and tired of having to put up with people like you!!!!!!!!!!!!




*whew.. that was a relief.. i just had to let all of that out.. (it's a good thing the persons i'm referring to don't know what the word 'blog' means.. (buti rin friendster lang ang alam nila na pwedeng gamit ng internet...)

-_-

our exams are finally over..
but a feeling of fear has swept through me..

genuine fear indeed.


wah!!! i really have no idea regarding my academic status as of now.
i just hope my grades are enough get me through the first semester..
it's the third year. i have to focus. i have to exert more effort!

wah!!
i'm so tired.... T_T

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

when i feel heavy metal and i'm pins and i'm needles

at sa wakas natapos na rin ang aming duty sa lechepuchataelangkwentangleche na psychiatric/mental health nursing rotation.

at anong napala ko, ask me...





WALA!!!!


hehe.. medyo matagal tagal na rin simula nung huli akong nakapagblag dito.
medyo kinain kasi ng lechepuchataelangkwentangleche na psychiatric/mental health nursing rotation na yan ang oras ko..

nalunod din ako sa mga requirements sa ibang subject.. di pa kasali mga ek-ek responsibilities ko dyan ha!!

i just feel so effing stressed out.. stretched out din..
ewankobah..
pagod na ako..


i almost came to a point where i welcomed eternal repose but luckily i was too tired to act on it.. hehe
oh well... ^_^

at ngayon.. ang pinakahihintay ko sa lahat buong 1st sem ay malapit nang mangyari!!! woohoo!!!!!!
sembreak nah!!!! yahoooooooo!!!!!!

baybay crezii pipol! it was fun, but sorry.. i'd rather receive the same amount and level of fun someplace else!!





woohoo!
*i think i've developed a psychoses during my stay with the psychotic..

Monday, September 3, 2007

Let's Make Bantay!!

pichur daw to galing sa gaisano sa cebu, toy department..

may na-diskubre akong site na nagpawala ng antok ko nung isang madaling araw na naisipan kong mag illegal interneting..

visit: http://himantayon.com >where people who enjoy observing will feel happy.

Saturday, September 1, 2007

wake me up when september ends..

natapos ang agosto nang hindi ako nakakapagblag..
ngayong setyembre, di ako makakapayag na hindi ako makakapagblag..

T_T

i'm so tired..
within august, i got sick three times..
i hate it when i'm sick..
especially if it's on duty hours..


and now, it's september.. wah!!!

lam niyo ba na kagabi, libre ang pagkain sa okonomiyaki?!!!
di ako nakapaniwala sa aking swerte kahapon..
yan tuloy, napablag ako..
ganito kasi yun.. pagod na pagod talaga ako kahapon kasi nung friday nag-overtime ako sa lahat ng requirements.. tapos maaga pa talaga class namin tapos medyo may sakit pa rin ako kay super badtrip talaga, bwiset!

para di nakakapagod basahin, ililista ko mga nagingswerte ko kahapon..

1. birthday ni mama, good mood siya, umalis din ako ng bahay na good mood, kahit walang tulog..
2. dahil di na ako natulog, di ako na-late sa PE
3. dahil sira ang mata ko, di nila ako sineryoso sa basketball sa PE.. at naka-score ako.. (laking gulat nila!!)
4.wala pala kaming PD kasi wala yung teacher..
5.wala pala kaming english kasi.. ewan.. hehe
6. maaga kaming nagsimula sa psychia kasi walang english tapos nakatulog ako sa klase nang di napapagalitan..
7.pag-gising ko, ididismiss pala kami ng maaga..yey!
8.yung miting sa nsrc, mabilis lang natapos..
9.pagdating sa okon, free food!!
10.binigay sa akin ni drus yung manga niya na dotmatrix.. yey!
11.tinuruan ako ni benjie kung pano maglaro ng pokemon card thingy
12.natalo ko si benjie sa pokemon card thingy
13.pagdating sa bahay, more food!!
14. tinext ako ni mario at dominic.. i miss those two..
15.nahugasan na pala ng katulong namin ang mga pinggan..

and then i slept..now it's 5 in the morning..napakasarap ng tulog koh..ako na yata ang pinaka-kuntentong tao sa mundo..

*ambabaw naman ng kaligayahan ko.. wahaa!!!








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Saturday, July 14, 2007

oh my julay!!

oh my oh my...

it's july!

my ghulay..



interviewer self:so... what have you been up to?
interviewee self: not much...

*teka.. nakakapagod namang mag-type ng dialogue sa pagitan ng sarili at sarili mo!!
mahaba pa naman ang "interviewer self" at "interviewee self" kung itatayp..


ok.. updates galore:

1.~wee!! natanggap ako sa the rock arts&graphics!! i now live to serve my master..zhel!!! ^_^
2. school nursing is finished..(paalam, mababantot na bata..) i'll really miss those kids..
3. we're having our duty 3pm-11pm shift at the san lorenzo ward of san pedro hospital.. tiresome-bothersome..
4.the prelims are coming up.. i am very very scared.
5.i'm excited about the tantra "mage" event.. (sana makapunta ako.. T_T)
6.rumor has it that our next duty will be at a mental hospital.. (sana totoo!!!! XD)

wow grabeh..


kakapanood ko lang ng HP-OotP kagabi.. T_T di ko yata mabilang ilang beses akong naka-utter ng 'tae' while watching the film..
pero napakahirap sabihing pangit yung film..
parang obligasyon ko rin kasi na panoorin yung film.. T_T waa!! (why did it all have to come down to this?!!)
pero ang galing talaga nung Phelps brothers... the best!!! sila talaga yung characters na nagpapa-OK sa movies..
galing din nung umbridge (pansinin nyong di capital letter name nya kasi undeserving si umbridge!! -_-) na artista.. ang sarap tirisin!!! (kaya effective acting talaga!!)
ano pa ba.. ay oo.. ang ganda ganda ni Ginny!! ^_^
ay oo.. angkyuut na nung love love nila Hermione at Ron.. ^_^
voldie and Dumbledore's fight reminds me of Yoda and that senator/sith lord's fight.. haha!!! red lang yung "light saber" ni Dumbledore. may pagka-starwars theme pa talaga yung soundtrack!!

(sinadya kaya yun o guni-guni ko lang?)


*kung gagawing smiley ang reaction ko pagkatapos ng film, ito yun:
( T_^ ) /weh


deathly hallows... T_T di ko muna babasahin para di agad matapos.. T_T

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

iha, anong bumabagabag sa iyow?

*uy maawa naman kayo sa frustrated graphic artist na itow!!

tuwing napapadaan ako sa the rock office bumabaliktad ang laman loob ko.
for 5 seconds i feel as if i channeled the spirit of inside out boy..

siguro pag lalabas na results nung mga yun, susuka ako..

i really want this.
i hope i get in.

sana umubra yung pag-lagay ko ng hearts sa paligid ni GMA sa aking editorial cartooning entry.
sana ma-gets nila yung pag kore-korean ko dun sa comic strip tungkol sa nuclear nuclear thingy ng korea.
sana cute enough yung bata dun sa short story illustration ko para sa standards nila zhel.

nasobrahan na ako ng reject nung highschool.
di ko alam kung mate-take ko kung ma reject na naman ako ngayon.

ay oo nga pala.. duty duty na naman kami..
school nursing..
tuwing umuuwi ako, amoy batang mabantot na ako..
puno ng lapis stains..

at kanina, isa akong rabbit sa roleplaying-lecture namin tungkol sa nutrition para sa preschoolers.. best actress daw, sabi ni maya..


mag-artista na lang kaya ako? puro rabbit roles aking ipoportray.

yeah!

malapit na kaming magdutying muli sa ospital.. sa san pedro hospital san lorenzo ward 3pm-11pm shift.. OB rotation..
*pekpek alert..