iha, anong bumabagabag sa iyow?

*uy maawa naman kayo sa frustrated graphic artist na itow!!

tuwing napapadaan ako sa the rock office bumabaliktad ang laman loob ko.
for 5 seconds i feel as if i channeled the spirit of inside out boy..

siguro pag lalabas na results nung mga yun, susuka ako..

i really want this.
i hope i get in.

sana umubra yung pag-lagay ko ng hearts sa paligid ni GMA sa aking editorial cartooning entry.
sana ma-gets nila yung pag kore-korean ko dun sa comic strip tungkol sa nuclear nuclear thingy ng korea.
sana cute enough yung bata dun sa short story illustration ko para sa standards nila zhel.

nasobrahan na ako ng reject nung highschool.
di ko alam kung mate-take ko kung ma reject na naman ako ngayon.

ay oo nga pala.. duty duty na naman kami..
school nursing..
tuwing umuuwi ako, amoy batang mabantot na ako..
puno ng lapis stains..

at kanina, isa akong rabbit sa roleplaying-lecture namin tungkol sa nutrition para sa preschoolers.. best actress daw, sabi ni maya..


mag-artista na lang kaya ako? puro rabbit roles aking ipoportray.

yeah!

malapit na kaming magdutying muli sa ospital.. sa san pedro hospital san lorenzo ward 3pm-11pm shift.. OB rotation..
*pekpek alert..

narcissistic me..

The Movie Of Your Life Is Film Noir

So what if you're a little nihilistic at times? Life with meaning is highly over-rated. Your best movie matches: Sin City, L. A. Confidential, Blade Runner

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Star Wars Horoscope for Sagittarius

You are superbly wise and have been known to spread your wisdom widely. You are impatient and pushy when people take your teachings too lightly. And your philosophical side always peeks through. Star wars character you are most like: Yoda

What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

stolen blogthings

Your Expression Number is 4

Practical and down to earth - everything in your life is organized.You are a great writer and teacher. You never forget a detail.Very patient, you have the ability to cultivate talents in difficult fields. You also tend to have an artistic side. You'd make a great architect or classical musician.You face your responsibilities with a positive attitude - and you always get things done.You are serious, sincere, honest, and faithful. Sometimes your strong sense of responsibility leads to frustration.You also tend to develop strong likes and dislikes, which border on dogmatism.At you're worst, you can be a dominant disciplinarian.

What's" Your Expression Number?

napakaraming blog ek thingies sa blog nung nakita ko.. ninakaw ko tuloy.. salamat!! (cityhighan siya, i'll post a link of her blog later.. ) adik ako sa mga ganitong bagay.. sadyang narcisa lang talaga ako.. masama ba? oo.. pero buhay ko to.. wahe..

Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading...You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose.Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily.But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

kalabasa madness

nag-advanced classes kami, neurology tapos ortho rin.. sabay.. neuro sa umaga at ortho sa hapon..

utak utak...
buto buto..

napaghalu-halo ko tuloy mga sagot ko sa quizzes....amf
*eh pwede rin naman ang cranieoctomy sa ortho ah!!! geez..

nasanay ako sa naging buhay ko nung bakasyon.
nagulat ang utak ko.
nakalimutan ko kung pa'no magpunit ng 1/4 sheet of yellowpaper
'di ko na alam spelling ng second name ko.
bsn-2c pa rin nasusulat ko, kahit ilang beses ko pang pagsabihan ang sarili ko..


kanina, kakatapos lang ng neuro-ortho discussion.. 'di man lang ako nakabawi sa kumalabasang quizzes ko..(*huhuhu)

napagod at na braindrain na agad ako, eh pa-umpisa pa lang ang klase..
ano pa kaya kung may duty na kami uli?!
kailangan ko ng support system..

comfort food?hot fudge sundae
comfort activity?movie watching after duty

kaya lang, nagtitipid ako para sa hp7 at cirque du freak..



ok lang.. i'll always have the internet..
*kawawang nilalang...

kaka'nis,kakamiss

(clockwise from left to right:dom,prem,feb,rus,kat,ruth,ronelyn,david,etel,marie,cham,aprille,
rommel,aldred, and me)


i was just browsing my files and i happened to see this particular picture of my highschool classmates.. i miss them so much.

this was taken at our house.. and unfortunately, i've forgotten WHEN this was taken..

i remember singing karaoke with aldred and the others after this.. "thunderbolt and lightning, very very frightening!!" ^_^


those were the good 'ol days.. if only i knew college would be THIS hard, i would've done my best NOT TO FINISH highschool.. wahehehehehehe...



*napa-reminisce (tae, tama ba sfellieng?!) ako kasi kanina nung kasama ko si kate sa SM (hi kate! ^_^), nagkwentuhan kami tungkol sa good 'ol kangkong salad days..

wala lang, naiirita lang ako.. ayoko kasi ng pagbabago.. napaka-time consuming/bothersome..
3rd year college na ako.. hanggang ngayon, 'di ko pa rin alam kung tama ba talaga napili ko..

nung nabasa ko blog ni ilsea(hi ilsea! ^_^) kanina tungkol sa kanyang what-ifisms(tama ba yun?!!), nag what-if attack na naman ako.. kung nagUP ako.. bagay sana talaga sa 'kin course ko.. comarts.. T_T

sabi pa ni dom, "hay naku rai, di ka talaga mahihirapang mag-fit in ditoh.."

T_T

it's too late.. wahehe.. but i DO like seeing blood and white linen, so might as well look at the bright side of this course.. konting tiis na lang..


death is the answer.. (ulol!)

a series of fortunate events (incidental report)

people who don't know each other but are mutually-appreciative
of a certain type of music and discovering this in a serendipitious manner
end up being good friends..

incident #1: linkinpark.. tinugtog sa radyo.. 1st year highschool..
i was arguing with a classmate that linkinpark's name was not limpkinpark
(geez..limpbizkit yun ulol..)..
and that the song from crazytown about a butterfly was not
written/produced/sang by any of the members of that group..
tapos biglang may nakisali.. alam din pala niya yung linkinpark.. tapos memorize din
niya tapos nairita siya dun sa nagsabi na limpkinpark daw pangalan.. insulto daw yun sa kanya..
di ko kilala yung taong yun.. di ko rin alam na
magiging matalik kaming magkaibigan hanggang college..
parehas kami ng ugali..may pagka manic-depressive,
cynical minsan tapos biglang magiging super positive thinker o di kaya
biglang mag-iisip na sana mamatay na sila lahat tapos
biglang gugustuhing i-save ang world.. dahil kaya sa limpkinpark?

incident #2: 1st year paren..i saw the lyrics of teenage dirtbag on one of the songbooks of
my classmates..i sang it, and someone also sang along.. kwentuhan kami.. wah..
nanonood din pala siya ng charmed, nagbabasa ng pugad baboy, at paborito din niya
ang samurai x!!! heck..may pagka-weirdo din.. napapa-isip nga ako minsan.. kung lalake ako,
ganun ako..

incident #3: someone was singing screaming infidelities.. i sang along.. tapos may cd pala siya..
laman ng cd puro alam ko rin.. di kami close.. pagkatapos nun, naging tambayan na namin
yung outlet ng classroom kung saan nakasaksak CD player at speakers niya... close na
kami ngayon..

incident#4: retreat.. di ko alam pano nagsimula. magkatabi kami.. laro ako ng gameboy..
kanta ako ng "let it be" kasi namatay ako sa gameboy at kinuha na ng may-ari laruan niya.
tapos nakita kong nag-smile yung kaklase ko na di umiimik/nagsasalita/nakikihalubilo
sabi ko.. alam mo yun? ano pa alam mo? sige daw.. kanta ka raw..(jokingly)
sabi niya..
"di bagay mga kanta na gusto ko dito.. peaceful masyado lugar" wah..
turns out na yung klasmeyt ko pala ay mahilig sa glamrock/metal wow.. tinanong ko sa kanya..
ano, tulad ng the darkness? sabi niya.. oo!!!! alam mo pala yun?!!! at nagkwentuhan kami ng
super tagal tungkol sa mga nakakalungkot na pangyayari sa musika ng panahon ngayon..
big deal yun kasi.. hindi nagsasalita ang taong yun except kung pinwersa mo..
shock mga kaklase ko.. kami nga last at pinaka-mabilis mag-confession kasi nagkwentuhan
pa kami tungkol sa death.. punkista pala yun.. feel ko satanista din.. hehehehe

incident#5: ka-ragna ko.. kaya medyo close na kami..
may pinatugtog siya na kanta.. tapos kaming dalawa lang naki-sabay sa kanta..
napangiti siya..
from that moment on, kaming dalawa na ang naging consultants ni incident#6

incident#6: di ko alam kung pano kami nag-click.. naki-share yata ako sa player niya..
nakalimutan ko na.. ngayon, musical consultant niya ako tuwing may bago siyang idadagdag
sa kanyang player.. informant na din niya ako.. ang bayad niya saken: pwede ako maki-share
sa player niya kahit gano katagal..

incident#7: seatmate ko.. ang bukambibig lang saken.. nagstudy ka? lakihan mo writing mo ha?
pero one time, sinabihan ako ni incident#6 na "ano nga title nito?" sabi ko akap yan.. imago..
hindi mojofly!!! palitan mo yang naka-sulat sa player mo.kakahiya. laking gulat nung katabi ko..
"bay, rocker man diay ni siya no?!"..tinanong niya ako tungkol sa iba pang banda..
gulat na gulat talaga.. ngayon, binubulungan na niya ako ng tamang sagot pag nakita
niyang may mali akong sagot sa quiz..

incident#8: new student.. di ko kilala, di niya ako kilala. gamit ko player ni incident#6 share
kami ng isa ko pang klasmeyt.. kanta-kanta kami ng jointheclub tanong niya sa klasmeyt ko..
may itchyworms diyan? sabi niya ewan.. sagot ko, meron..
sagot yung newstudent.. "asteeg!!" napalingon ako..
hand gesture agad ako ng asteeg, muzta, at lufeet.. tawa siya.. alam na
niya ngayon kung sino ako at alam ko na ngayon kung sino siya..

asteeg..

it can also work the other way around.. good friends(the really good ones) even if they
were apart for a long time, end up listening to the same type of music without the
influence of the other.. i think it has something to do with brainwaves/brain signals..
na lock-in na siguro yung pattern ng pag-iisip nung dalawang tao na kahit maghiwalay sila,
yung mga interests nila almost parehas pa rin..

ehem, ehem.. alam ni incident #'s 1, 2, at 3 yan.. pati na rin ni kuya dio.. char.

random thoughts from 3:35am-3:50am

school starts soon. we're having advanced classes on neurologic and orthopaedic nursing. i wonder if i'll ever get through this semester.my tongue hurts.i miss tiger.i have to buy black fabric paint tomorrow.


we had our level 3 orientation. bothersome.i just spent those 5 hours listening to music and sketching.my stomach was rumbling. that serving of chicken steak was welcome indeed.

my mom's watching jumong again.water spilled all over me.chicago's not such a crappy band after all.i hate myself for reading spoilers of cirque du freak.


i wonder when i'll get my kamp pag-asa certificate.i hope i get to join the aap members this saturday.i'm wishing that it will rain.

i hope my sister downloads that pokemon crystal game version soon.i wish mario and dominic will invite me to go on a food trip again.


*and i wonder if you ever think about me anymore. and i wonder if you ever think about me when you're bored(<--i wonder-diffuser)


i shouldnt've deleted that diffuser song. i hope my uniforms still fit me once school starts. my tongue is killing me.

i have to write as much as possible even if i don't really HAVE anything to write about as of the moment since i won't be able to go online as mush as i'd like by the time school starts.

i haven't been watching the news lately. peter adams is now online.enzo just came back from new york.angie spent a week in manila.dominic roamed baguio.i regret not travelling during the summer.my trip to midsayap was pathetic.

i want to go to the beach.too effing late.i was too lazy to leave the house.my cousins kept on urging me to go to mati.i wish i went with them.if i did, i would've had unlimited access to their karaoke machine and be fed fine food throughout the day(since my uncle owns a restaurant/lodgehouse).

joaqui tupas of hapinas just greeted me.i think that was so cool of him.i have to rest soon if i don't want to feel like someone who has just been beaten up.