1st post of 2011

just thought i should post something to start something..

this is going to be a totally awesome year.

i feel.

so erm.. i'll be having my job interview this Wednesday and surprisingly, di ako kinakabahan..

hmm..






oh wow.. ano kaya mangyayari this year no?

sa 2010 kasi andameng nangyari saken na totally unexpected happenings... ano na naman kaya ngayon?

lest i forget the awesomeness that is 2010

woah december na at malapit na uli birthday ko.. ano nga ba ang napala ko?

pag tinitingnan ko buhay ko in terms of mga bagay na pinag-gagagawa ko buong araw,

mukhang walang kwenta.. tv-kain-jebs-net.. etchetera..

pero when you take a step backward at tiningnan mo lahat ng nangyari saken this year..

oh wow..

napaka-YEAH!

1. did some volunteer peace-building work for the Mindanao Peacebuilding Institute

*sino bang kilala mong peace-builder ha? ha?!! oh diba awesome?!!!

2. after years of single-ness... i am now a doubleness..

*akalain mo? ako?!! si ira??? magkaka-boypren ng kasing awesome ni pol?? oh wow!! akalain mo..

3. tapos na ako sa aking IV therapy training at life support thingy oh yeh

*i can insert an intravenous lines and check out veins and save choking drowning people and stuff.. how cool is that?!!! yeh!

4. i taught anatomy and physiology to a bunch of tribes people and served as a translator.

*ilang tao ba ang kilala nyo na translator slash anatomy teacher sa mga old people na 21 yrs. old lang ha? ha?

5. became an assistant to forensic anthropologists for a week in South Cotabato.

*i helped put together human skeletons!! what's up with that?!! oh diba oh diba ibang klase?!!!

kaya pa...

semi-surviving in the ward with the little experience i possess..

ang hirap magkunwari na as if alam ko ang ginagawa ko..

dapat magmukha na akong legit.

medyo kulang pa kasi sa confidence..

tsaka umandar na naman ang misconception ng common tao na "goody-goody" masyado ako..

ang tahimik ko kasi..

eh minsan naman talaga kung wala akong masabi, shempre di talaga ako magsasalita!

feel ko tulay napaka-boring ko na na tao..

kahit alam kong hindi naman..

gotta get over these self-esteem issues.

hmm.. thinking.

so nagsimula na nga pala ang training ko sa hospital..

nurse na daw ako kunwari..

hmm..

registered professional na ako at lahat-lahat pero hanggang ngayon di ko pa rin talaga feel.

ano ba yan..

sinabi ko sa sarili ko dati, susundin ko lang gusto nila mama na maka-graduate ako college pagkatapos libre na akong mamili ano gusto ko gawin sa buhay ko..

nakalimutan kong may board exam pa nga pala.. so sinabi ko sa sarili ko ipapasa ko muna board exams at pagkatapos libre na akong gawin kahit ano sa buhay ko..

tapos biglang..

hmm..

sayang rin kasi tong opportunity sa sosyal na hospital..

hmm..

kaso nakaka-walang gana eh.. napaka-baba tingin ko sa sarili ko sa ward kasi wala akong alam.

what now?

oh god.

feeling mighty pissed

22 years old na ako.

wala pa ngang trabaho pero come on, pwede konting respeto?

demmit. pwedeng bigyan nyoko ng konting freedom?

ano yan ha? ilang taon rin akong naging masunuring bata. hanggang ngayon masunurin pa rin kahit di na bata. demmit.

san ka nakarinig ng 22-year old na may curfew? ha?! ha?!

bat ba hanggang ngayon kelangan ko pa ring ipaliwanag kung san ako galing at ano pinaggagagawa ko?

di naman ako tulad ng ibang anak dyan na bigla lang nawawala for days on end at walang modo at walang respeto at di sumusunod at moocher..

tapos sasabihin mo na irresponsible ako?

tapos sasabihin mo na idiot ako?

tapos sasabihin mo na insignificant ako?

tapos sasabihin mo na childish ako?

hinahayaan kitang tratuhin ako ng ganyan kasi nakaka-net ako.

at shempre, may respeto ako sa mga taong mas matalino sa akin.

ok. di ako yung tipo ng tao na ranter..

pero medyo sobra na yata.

mag-iipon na talaga ako para maka-alis dito.

and i may never return.

ika nga ni jesuschristsuperstar: "think while you still have me, move while you still see me.. you'll be lost and you'll be sorry when i'm goooooone!!!"

para lang may post for 2010

erm... this was taken during

the plurk meet-up.. (february, i think)

yep..

ultra nice.

check out the guy in yellow sitting across the bespectacled girl in grey.

this picture was taken 4 months(?) after that plurk meet-up..

wala lang.. :D

Nagpapasalamat ako.. hehe.. ^_^

ang lungkot lungkot ko last week, grabe...

pero buti na lang talaga nandyan mga kaibigan ko..

meron akong karamay..hehe.. salamat! salamat!!

Last week, nung nasa height na ako ng depression, nag-karaoke kami..

dahil dun, medyo gumaan pakiramdam ko..

special thanks!

angie-salamat sa movie discussions at book reviews!

elreen-forever friends na talaga tayo as in grabeng grabe na to!

ethyl-sa chika chika all the way forever and a day!

raime-sa corny jokes galore at kwentuhan natin sa upuan!

maya-i rely on you a lot lumalakas ako pag nandyan ka!

marian-dahil napakacheerful mo at nandyan ka forever!

kevin-dahil di ka pumapatol sa kung anu-anong shit idol!

david-salamat sa jpop at happy shiny stuff at sadyang napakabait mo!

dominic-dyan ka lang ha, wag ka aalis! as in wag! as in! as in! internet cafe natin ha?

mario-dyan ka lang rin ha, wag ka aalis! as in wag! as in! as in! internet cafe natin ha?

kuya dio-kahit gano pa kalayo ang manila, you are always with me! friends forever!

"I'll get by with a little help from my friends.. I'm gonna try with a little help from my friends.."

:)

With a Little Help From My Friends-The Beatles

What would you think if I sang out of tune
Would you stand up and walk out on me?
Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song
And I'll try not to sing out of key

Oh I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm going to try with a little help from my friends

What do I do when my love is away?(Does it worry you to be alone?)
How do I feel by the end of the day?(Are you sad because you're on your own?)

No I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm going to try with a little help from my friends

(Do you need anybody?)I need somebody to love
(Could it be anybody?)I want somebody to love

(Would you believe in a love at first sight?)Yes I'm certain that it happens all the time
(What do you see when you turn out the light?)I can't tell you, but I know it's mine

Oh I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm I get high with a little help from my friends
Oh I'm going to try with a little help from my friends

(Do you need anybody?)I just need somebody to love
(Could it be anybody?)I want somebody to love

Oh I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm going to try with a little help from my friends
Oh I get high with a little help from my friends
Yes I get by with a little help from my friends

With a little help from my friends

While My Guitar Gently Weeps-The Beatles, White Album

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at the floor and I see it need sweeping
Still my guitar gently weeps

I don't know why nobody told you how to unfold you love
I don't know how someone controlled you they bought and sold you

I look at the world and I notice it's turning
While my guitar gently weeps
With every mistake we must surely be learning
Still my guitar gently weeps

I don't know how you were diverted you were perverted too
I don't know how you were inverted no one alerted you

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at you all
Still my guitar gently weeps

*nalulungkot lang ako kasi di na ako nakakapag-gitara, and i think my guitar is INDEED gently weeping because of that sad, sad, fact. T___T

okey..buang na ako

ok. i don't feel like sleeping just yet.

i miss the glory days of blogging. i'd rave about some stupid thing and my online buddies would react, then i'd comment on their blogs..then we'd comment back..et cetera et cetera..

i think facebook ruined that.
bloghopping used to be such fun, now all i get are worthless pages with uninteresting stuff/ads..

teka.. ba't english to?!!!

hooh.

eh kasi naman kasi, english ang pinapakinggan ko.. the beatles, baby!!

hmp..ano banamantong nangyayari sa bahay namin ngayon, halos lahat sila nag-aaway..
ako naiipit..

ako yung ambassador of peace..
pucha..

anobah......

weh.

i almost had a panic attack just a few seconds ago.
been feeling pretty paranoid lately with all this crap about exhibit forms and the board exams and stuff..

all this fuss about these PRC requirements is so messed up.
heck, i shouldn't even be worrying this much!it's the pressure!
it's ganging up on me.. geez.

can't help but constantly obssess about all the stuff i have to do.. demmit.

it's a good thing my friends are still with me, ready to listen to my ramblings, et cetera..
but the fact that some of them are way too many steps ahead of me in our requirements makes mefeel all queasy and panicky inside.


need to find something else to obssess about.. soon!

eh kasi nga eh.

You Don't know Me- Ben Folds and Regina Spektor

I wanna ask you -

Do you ever sit and wonder,

It's so strange

That we could be together for

So long, and never know, never care

What goes on in the other one's head?

Things I've felt but I've never said

You said things that I never said

So I'll say something that I should have said long ago:

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (at all)

You could have just propped me up on the table like a mannequin

Or a cardboard stand-up and paint me (paint me)

Any face that you wanted me

To be seen.

We're Damned by the existential moment where

We saw the couple in the coma and

It was we were the cliché,

But we carried on anyway.

So, sure, I could just close my eyes.

Yeah, sure, trace and memorize,

But can you go back once you know

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (at all)

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all

(You don't know me) You don't know me

If I'm the person that you think I am (Ah ah ahh)

Clueless chump you seem to think I am (Ah ah ahhh)

So easily led astray, An errant dog who occasionally escapes and needs a shorter leash, then

Why the f**k would you want me back?!

Maybe it's because

(You don't know me at all) Ahhh ah Ahhh ah

(You don't know me, you don't know me.) Ahhh ah Ahhh ah

So, what I'm trying to say is What (What?)

I'm trying to tell you It's not gonna come out like

I wanna say it cause I know you'll only change it. (Say it.)

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (at all)

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (You don't know me)

You don't know me at all (at all) What?

why lungs, why?

ok.
ganito kasi yun.
-_____-

i hate myself right now.

i've been procrastinating a lot lately.

di naman ako ganung klase ng tao.
ako'y active.
may time pa nga na medyo active ako sa aktibista scene eh.

di ako ganito.

dahil siguro nasanay ako sa relaxed mode kaya ako nagkakaganito.
oo nga. may pressure rin naman na binibigay saken mga magulang ko.
pero di naman ako tinatablan.

hmp.

galit ako sa sarili ko ngayon pero tanggap ko naman ang sarili ko ngayon.
at dahil tanggap ko ang sarili ko (who happens to be such a pessimistic piece of shit) sa ngayon, mas
lalo tuloy tumitindi pagka-inis ko sa sarili ko.

so..

what now, dumb-ass?!!



ok. medyo may na-achieve naman ako kahit papa'no ngayong araw kasi napa-check ko na yung DR exhibit form ko.
pero ano eh.. parang.. grr..

may empty something pa rin.
pakiramdam ko kulang pa rin ako sa effort.

nung may pasok pa, kung anu-ano pinaggagagawa ko para lang sa "glory" ng grade.
pero ngayon, wala na kasing grades..
wala nang magsasabi sa akin kung ano dapat ko gawin, kung pa'no ko dapat gawin, et cetera.

shet.

bukas babalik ako sa school para ipapirma DR exhibit form ko. sana naman tama ang ginawa ko na format. sana naman.
sinunod ko naman ang instructions, so hopefully di ganun kagrabe ang problema ko bukas.


ano ba 'tong empty something na 'to?!!!
sheesh..
wala sa mga tried and tested diversionary tactics ko ang umuubra.
parang yung tipo ng sakit ng ulo na di naman ganun kasakit slash nakakasira ng daily routine kaya di mo tinatapatan
ng gamot pero alam mo naman na may mali talagang nangyayari sa loob ng ulo mo..
yung tipong ganun nga.. parang benign tumor..
nandyan siya, alam mo na di siya dapat nandun, pero ok lang rin naman kaya di mo inaaksyunan.

potah.

help.

-_-

i have decided to minimize my internet time.

it's unhealthy.

i always feel drained after i go online.

it feels good to explore pages, etc... but then..

sabi nga nung isang quote na nabasa ko dati tungkol sa TV... "the television has an amazing ability to make you feel connected and lonely at the same time.."

parang internet nga..

connected ka sa maraming tao. pero sa real world, you're all alone in a room (except for a few cockroaches)

so now, i'll try to be a normal human being and try to get things done..

maglilinis ako, aasikasuhin aking PRC requirements, ano pa ba..

ah yes.. money making schemes..

napaka-inutil ko.

grr..

*kanina kasi sa Eat Bulaga, yung mga contestant nila sa Sa Pula, Sa Puti..mga working students..

na-guilty tuloy ako..

ang bait ko 'no? i felt guilty.. amazing.

so umm.. see you next week, maybe?

Stagnation Damnation

Medyo na-busy ako last week sa completion pero ngayon.. hindi na..

wala na akong ginagawa!!

kelangan ko ng "excitement" kumbaga..
wala pa talaga akong pera ngayon, kaya di ako maka-alis ng bahay..
shet.

hmm..

2:55am na at gising na gising pa rin ako.
sige.. iku-kwento ko na lang lahat ng ginawa ko sa araw na ito. ok?

nagising ako mga 10:30am yata.. badtrip na naman ako kasi masakit ulo ko. tapos orange pa talaga yung kurtina namin sa kwarto so imagine niyo na lang kung gan'o ka pangit ng gising ko.

pagbaba ko, naubusan na ako ng ulam. sabi ni mama.. "magcereals ka na lang.." eh kaso, ayoko ng muesli at honeystars eh kaya nag-nesvita na lang ako..

tapos yung ginawa ko after nun, di ko na maalala.. ang sunod ko lang na maalala ay nung kumain na ako ng lunch.. so breakfast ko 11.. tapos naglunch ako 1pm..

ininit ko yung liempo sa ref.. tapos nilamon ko talaga lahat ng pagkain na yun..
nakatulala lang ako..
meron akong naramdamang kakaiba..
pagkatapos nun, lumobo ang cheeks ko..
dumiretso ako sa lababo..
at sumuka ng bonggang-bongga..

sumuka ako ng 2 cups of rice, isang sachet ng nesvita classic flavor, at 3 hersheys dark kisses.
as in dire-diretsong suka.. wala ngang sound effects eh..
parang gripo lang..

ok.

kadiri.

pagkatapos nun, nag-blank na naman utak ko.. wala na naman ako maalala after that.
umuwi sila mama mga 4pm yata..
ah oo.. naglaro nga lang pala ako ng cooking dash pagkatapos ko sumuka..

so umuwi na sila mama 4pm no.. pinagalitan niya ako kasi ba't di ako naghugas ng pinggan tsaka ba't di ko inayos yung mga damit.. (pasok sa tenga, labas sa kabila..hehe)

tapos umalis tita ko tsaka si mama nagpamassage..

tapos nag-dinner na kami..
medyo nagalinlangan akong kumain uli kasi medyo nahihilo pa rin ako.. pero.. GO!!
glass noodles yung ulam namin.. .masarap..pero tatlong subo lang ang nakayanan ko..

pagkatapos nun, umakyat ako sa kwarto para maka-iwas sa gulo..
nag-gitara gitara ng konti.. tapos nung naubusan na ako ng mga songs, nanood ako TV..

tapos.. eto..

nagiinternet na naman..


sabi ng erpat ko, yung iniipit daw ni angel locsin sa kilikili niya dun sa commercial ng Rexona ay Pringles..hehe..
yung sa "ligo lang", onion flavor daw kasi nag-iiba kulay..
tapos yung sa "with rexona" ano.. classic flavor..

Kaming tatlo.. ang pagbabalik!

<--this kind of friendship lasts forevah.

Ngayong araw, tuwang-tuwa ako. Sa wakas, nagkita kaming muli ni Mario at Dominic.

Na-miss ko talaga ang dalawang mokong na 'to.. hehe..





Nagkita kami sa NCCC mall at kumain muna ng takoyaki. Nag-update rin nga pala kami tungkol sa aming mga buhay-buhay.

Wala talagang nagbago. Graduate na kami ni Mario pero parang second year high school pa rin.

Haay.. Nagpapasalamat talaga ako na magkaibigan pa rin kaming tatlo.. Grabe. Walong taon na rin kaming nagsasama ha..!
Mahal na Mahal ko talaga Ang dalawang yun at kahit ano man ang mangyari, mamahalin ko pa rin sila.

Sheesh. Foodtrip to the max talaga kaming tatlo. Kainis nga lang kasi yung mga kasabay ko puro payatot.. wahaaa!! Hehe..

Kakahiya kumain.

So, nag-takoyaki kami, diba? Pagkatapos nun, lakad-lakad muna sa mall para medyo matunawan.. nakasalubong namin si Sr. Elle, teacher namin dati as Aral. Pan..

Tapos nakita nila yung CI ko na hot.. hehe.. silang dalawa ay "nalibog".. hahaaaaa!!

Tapos tumuloy kami sa Banok's sa may People's Park.. KAIN NA NAMAN!!! WAHAA!!
Nag-extra rice pa talaga ako.. grabe! Goodluck na lang sa jebs ko mamaya.. haha..

Tapos siyempre, kelangan na namang i-digest yung barbeque so lumibot naman kami sa People's Park.. hehe.

<-ready to jebs na kami!

Chika-chika na naman kami.. hehe.. nakasalubong namin si Ronmar..

Todo photo ops din kami.. ginamit naming tripod yung mga trashcan.. hahay.. bliss.

Nung naubusan na kami ng lilibutan sa People's Park, dumiretso kami sa G-mik para magkaraoke up to sawa.. grabe. Napaos yata ako dun.

Lonely Hearts Club ang naging itsura namin.. wahaaa!!!

<--we are lonely and we have hearts.. <3

Puro heartbreak sawi songs ang tinira namin.. tuwang-tuwa naman ako..hehe..

Katagalan, na-exhaust na rin kami.. kaya yun, naglakad na naman kami.

Tapos.. hulaan niyo kung ano na naman ginawa namin..

Yeh!

Kumain uli!! Wahaa!!

Nag-Basti's kami at umorder ng pizza.. yung sizzling gambas hot spicy pizza.. hindi pala understatement yung title nung pizza..

HANG HANGHANG talagaaaH!! Hooh..

May hangganan rin naman ang mga stomach namin kaya't umuwi na kami.

Sinabayan nila ako na maglakad pauwi at hinatid nila ako sa bahay.

Tapos sinamahan ko rin sila habang nag-aantay ng taxi.. haha.

Yey.

<--sa dulo ng maselang bahagharing ito ay matatagpuan ang mga leprechaun na mahilig mag-casino. VIP sila.

I am happy. Period.

Have a happy period! ^^

Abangan ang Susunod na Kabanata

Hello people. And hello worlds!! Greetings.

Medyo matagal-tagal na rin akong nawala dito sa blog world.

Hmm.. so far medyo marami na rin akong "new experiences" na hindi na blog.. kakatamad ikwento..

Oo nga pala. Kaka-graduate ko lang..

hahay..di ko feel.. parang wala lang..

Tulog ang erpat ko buong graduation..ako naman nag-sounds lang..

Hahay.. don't get me wrong.. Masaya ako na naka-graduate na ako..

Pero wala kasi akong naramdaman.. akala ko na pag-gising ko may parang "feeling" ako na

Mararamdaman..

Kaya lang..wala eh!! Haha..

Tapos nakuha ko na rin pala ang professional nursing pin ko.. hmm.. wala Lang rin.. 0_o

Ang naalala ko Lang sa araw na yun ay Ang pain... ANG SAKIT NG PAA KO!!!

Lecheng heels.. T_T

surveys make the world go round!!

Info

[x] I am shorter than 5′4.
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I’ve had braces.
[x] I wear glasses/contacts.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. (hahaha!!!)
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[ ] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I’m in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do/did my homework.
[ ] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I’ve stolen something from my job.
[ ] I’ve been fired.

Embarrassment

[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation. -- Why should this be embarrassing? hehe
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve peed from laughing.
[ ] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

Health

[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.
[ ] I’ve had measles

Traveling

[ ] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Japan.
[ ] I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.

Experiences

[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny dipping
[x] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[x] I’ve been in a play.
[ ] I’ve met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I’ve played chicken.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

Relationships

[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[ ] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[ ] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve cheated on a test.
[ ] I’ve run a red light.
[ ] I’ve been suspended from school.
[x] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I’ve passed out from drinking. --- Haha!
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I’ve smoked weed
[x] I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
[ ] I’ve eaten shrooms.
[ ] I’ve popped E.
[ ] I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I’ve done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I’m anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I’ve woken up crying.

Death and Suicide

[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide.
[ ] I’ve attempted suicide.
[x] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random

[ ] I can sing well. -- Hahahah! Feeler ko! hahahaha!!! XD
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don’t kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I’m a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have “x”s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[x] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I’ve worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

buhok ka ba sa ilong? kasi 'pag sinubukan kong tanggalin ka..naiiyak ako..

malapit na naman birthday ko..

wah..i don't want to grow up, dude.



pero as in..ang tanda ko na.
may kakilala na akong may anak na.
may kakilala na akong engaged.
may kakilala na akong may trabaho.
ako mismo ay kelangan nang maghanap na ng trabaho next year!


minsan napapaisip ako tuwing sumasakay ako ng tricycle na walang headlights/taillights sa gabi..

"kung babangga 'tong tricycle at mamamatay ako..ok na siguro..hehe"



ganyan kalakas ang pagnanais ko na manatiling teenager forevah..nung fifteenth birthday ko nagpost rin ako ng similar blogpost..



i hate adult life..adultery..haha!!

aging is a sin..it's called adultery..


i'm one of those people who'd rather die young than live until 60..
natural selection, brother!

summary ng lahat ng books tungkol dun sa vampire love thingy na over-sensationalized nah shet!

kasi pare ganito daw yun. may isa daw babae na hot daw pare. pero maputla siya kasi hindi
siya inalagaan ng nanay niya pare. tapos pare emo daw siya kasi nga daw hindi siya mahal ng mundo at para siyang patay na bata na galit sa mundo. tapos pare, lumipat daw siya ng tirahan kasi daw masyado daw siyang emo para sa luma niyang tirahan. sabi niya sa nanay niya "tangina mo nay gusto ko lumipat kay tay". tangina pare hindi nagalit nanay niya. sabi lang ng nanay niya "tangina mo pare wag ka magmura".

so lumipat siya sa tatay niya di ba? pagkarating niya dun sabi niya, "tangina erpat bakit maulan dito?" sabi ng erpat niya "gago "bur" months na! malamig na tangena". so nagtaka yung babaeng simula ngayon ay tatawagin na lang nating "babaeng maputla at emo".

so pumasok siya sa school di ba? binigyan siya ng truck ng tatay niya pare. sabi ng tatay niya "tangina mo sa'yo na tong truck ko". sabi niya "salamat tay".

pagkarating niyang school tsong, may nakita siyang lalaking mukhang bangkay pero pogi. sakto. pogi pero mukhang bangkay. sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "hot pare".

nung chem lab na ni babaeng maputla at emo, natagpuan niyang lab partner niya yung poging bangkay. so nung tinignan siya nung poging bangaky, ang asim ng mukha nito. mukhang nandiri ata kay babaeng maputla at emo.

sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina mo". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "tangina KA". sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina NIYA oh *tumuro sa teacher nila*". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "oo nga noh. TANGINA MO". sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina mo gago bampira ako". tapos naghubad siya ng damit at kumintab ang katawan niya kasi linagyan niya ng glitters ang abs niya kasi tigas siya at ganun na ang mga tigas ngayon na nagpupuntang emba.

so pare na in love si babaeng maputla at emo kay poging bangkay. si poging bangkay naman sige lang kasi sex din daw yun. so ayun. angshweet shweet nila.

"eow poh... ahihihihi"

"bebe mwahugz,..... ^^,"

so tapos nun nagpunta sila sa damuhan kasi.... alam mo na. tapos sabi ni poging bangkay "ikaw na buhay ko ngayon" sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "tangina mo gago patay ka na". sabi ni poging bangkay "TANGINA KA".

tapos nagsex sila

so basically pare yun lang yung mga importanteng nangyari sa buong storya. intense noh? kaya pala nahhook lahat ng tao.

(repost mula kay crooks galing kay whenzki na ni repost din mula ian. sa maka-gets lang!! hahahahaha.)