eh kasi nga eh.

You Don't know Me- Ben Folds and Regina Spektor

I wanna ask you -

Do you ever sit and wonder,

It's so strange

That we could be together for

So long, and never know, never care

What goes on in the other one's head?

Things I've felt but I've never said

You said things that I never said

So I'll say something that I should have said long ago:

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (at all)

You could have just propped me up on the table like a mannequin

Or a cardboard stand-up and paint me (paint me)

Any face that you wanted me

To be seen.

We're Damned by the existential moment where

We saw the couple in the coma and

It was we were the cliché,

But we carried on anyway.

So, sure, I could just close my eyes.

Yeah, sure, trace and memorize,

But can you go back once you know

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (at all)

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all

(You don't know me) You don't know me

If I'm the person that you think I am (Ah ah ahh)

Clueless chump you seem to think I am (Ah ah ahhh)

So easily led astray, An errant dog who occasionally escapes and needs a shorter leash, then

Why the f**k would you want me back?!

Maybe it's because

(You don't know me at all) Ahhh ah Ahhh ah

(You don't know me, you don't know me.) Ahhh ah Ahhh ah

So, what I'm trying to say is What (What?)

I'm trying to tell you It's not gonna come out like

I wanna say it cause I know you'll only change it. (Say it.)

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (at all)

(You don't know me) You don't know me at all (You don't know me)

You don't know me at all (at all) What?

why lungs, why?

ok.
ganito kasi yun.
-_____-

i hate myself right now.

i've been procrastinating a lot lately.

di naman ako ganung klase ng tao.
ako'y active.
may time pa nga na medyo active ako sa aktibista scene eh.

di ako ganito.

dahil siguro nasanay ako sa relaxed mode kaya ako nagkakaganito.
oo nga. may pressure rin naman na binibigay saken mga magulang ko.
pero di naman ako tinatablan.

hmp.

galit ako sa sarili ko ngayon pero tanggap ko naman ang sarili ko ngayon.
at dahil tanggap ko ang sarili ko (who happens to be such a pessimistic piece of shit) sa ngayon, mas
lalo tuloy tumitindi pagka-inis ko sa sarili ko.

so..

what now, dumb-ass?!!



ok. medyo may na-achieve naman ako kahit papa'no ngayong araw kasi napa-check ko na yung DR exhibit form ko.
pero ano eh.. parang.. grr..

may empty something pa rin.
pakiramdam ko kulang pa rin ako sa effort.

nung may pasok pa, kung anu-ano pinaggagagawa ko para lang sa "glory" ng grade.
pero ngayon, wala na kasing grades..
wala nang magsasabi sa akin kung ano dapat ko gawin, kung pa'no ko dapat gawin, et cetera.

shet.

bukas babalik ako sa school para ipapirma DR exhibit form ko. sana naman tama ang ginawa ko na format. sana naman.
sinunod ko naman ang instructions, so hopefully di ganun kagrabe ang problema ko bukas.


ano ba 'tong empty something na 'to?!!!
sheesh..
wala sa mga tried and tested diversionary tactics ko ang umuubra.
parang yung tipo ng sakit ng ulo na di naman ganun kasakit slash nakakasira ng daily routine kaya di mo tinatapatan
ng gamot pero alam mo naman na may mali talagang nangyayari sa loob ng ulo mo..
yung tipong ganun nga.. parang benign tumor..
nandyan siya, alam mo na di siya dapat nandun, pero ok lang rin naman kaya di mo inaaksyunan.

potah.

help.

-_-

i have decided to minimize my internet time.

it's unhealthy.

i always feel drained after i go online.

it feels good to explore pages, etc... but then..

sabi nga nung isang quote na nabasa ko dati tungkol sa TV... "the television has an amazing ability to make you feel connected and lonely at the same time.."

parang internet nga..

connected ka sa maraming tao. pero sa real world, you're all alone in a room (except for a few cockroaches)

so now, i'll try to be a normal human being and try to get things done..

maglilinis ako, aasikasuhin aking PRC requirements, ano pa ba..

ah yes.. money making schemes..

napaka-inutil ko.

grr..

*kanina kasi sa Eat Bulaga, yung mga contestant nila sa Sa Pula, Sa Puti..mga working students..

na-guilty tuloy ako..

ang bait ko 'no? i felt guilty.. amazing.

so umm.. see you next week, maybe?

Stagnation Damnation

Medyo na-busy ako last week sa completion pero ngayon.. hindi na..

wala na akong ginagawa!!

kelangan ko ng "excitement" kumbaga..
wala pa talaga akong pera ngayon, kaya di ako maka-alis ng bahay..
shet.

hmm..

2:55am na at gising na gising pa rin ako.
sige.. iku-kwento ko na lang lahat ng ginawa ko sa araw na ito. ok?

nagising ako mga 10:30am yata.. badtrip na naman ako kasi masakit ulo ko. tapos orange pa talaga yung kurtina namin sa kwarto so imagine niyo na lang kung gan'o ka pangit ng gising ko.

pagbaba ko, naubusan na ako ng ulam. sabi ni mama.. "magcereals ka na lang.." eh kaso, ayoko ng muesli at honeystars eh kaya nag-nesvita na lang ako..

tapos yung ginawa ko after nun, di ko na maalala.. ang sunod ko lang na maalala ay nung kumain na ako ng lunch.. so breakfast ko 11.. tapos naglunch ako 1pm..

ininit ko yung liempo sa ref.. tapos nilamon ko talaga lahat ng pagkain na yun..
nakatulala lang ako..
meron akong naramdamang kakaiba..
pagkatapos nun, lumobo ang cheeks ko..
dumiretso ako sa lababo..
at sumuka ng bonggang-bongga..

sumuka ako ng 2 cups of rice, isang sachet ng nesvita classic flavor, at 3 hersheys dark kisses.
as in dire-diretsong suka.. wala ngang sound effects eh..
parang gripo lang..

ok.

kadiri.

pagkatapos nun, nag-blank na naman utak ko.. wala na naman ako maalala after that.
umuwi sila mama mga 4pm yata..
ah oo.. naglaro nga lang pala ako ng cooking dash pagkatapos ko sumuka..

so umuwi na sila mama 4pm no.. pinagalitan niya ako kasi ba't di ako naghugas ng pinggan tsaka ba't di ko inayos yung mga damit.. (pasok sa tenga, labas sa kabila..hehe)

tapos umalis tita ko tsaka si mama nagpamassage..

tapos nag-dinner na kami..
medyo nagalinlangan akong kumain uli kasi medyo nahihilo pa rin ako.. pero.. GO!!
glass noodles yung ulam namin.. .masarap..pero tatlong subo lang ang nakayanan ko..

pagkatapos nun, umakyat ako sa kwarto para maka-iwas sa gulo..
nag-gitara gitara ng konti.. tapos nung naubusan na ako ng mga songs, nanood ako TV..

tapos.. eto..

nagiinternet na naman..


sabi ng erpat ko, yung iniipit daw ni angel locsin sa kilikili niya dun sa commercial ng Rexona ay Pringles..hehe..
yung sa "ligo lang", onion flavor daw kasi nag-iiba kulay..
tapos yung sa "with rexona" ano.. classic flavor..

Kaming tatlo.. ang pagbabalik!

<--this kind of friendship lasts forevah.

Ngayong araw, tuwang-tuwa ako. Sa wakas, nagkita kaming muli ni Mario at Dominic.

Na-miss ko talaga ang dalawang mokong na 'to.. hehe..





Nagkita kami sa NCCC mall at kumain muna ng takoyaki. Nag-update rin nga pala kami tungkol sa aming mga buhay-buhay.

Wala talagang nagbago. Graduate na kami ni Mario pero parang second year high school pa rin.

Haay.. Nagpapasalamat talaga ako na magkaibigan pa rin kaming tatlo.. Grabe. Walong taon na rin kaming nagsasama ha..!
Mahal na Mahal ko talaga Ang dalawang yun at kahit ano man ang mangyari, mamahalin ko pa rin sila.

Sheesh. Foodtrip to the max talaga kaming tatlo. Kainis nga lang kasi yung mga kasabay ko puro payatot.. wahaaa!! Hehe..

Kakahiya kumain.

So, nag-takoyaki kami, diba? Pagkatapos nun, lakad-lakad muna sa mall para medyo matunawan.. nakasalubong namin si Sr. Elle, teacher namin dati as Aral. Pan..

Tapos nakita nila yung CI ko na hot.. hehe.. silang dalawa ay "nalibog".. hahaaaaa!!

Tapos tumuloy kami sa Banok's sa may People's Park.. KAIN NA NAMAN!!! WAHAA!!
Nag-extra rice pa talaga ako.. grabe! Goodluck na lang sa jebs ko mamaya.. haha..

Tapos siyempre, kelangan na namang i-digest yung barbeque so lumibot naman kami sa People's Park.. hehe.

<-ready to jebs na kami!

Chika-chika na naman kami.. hehe.. nakasalubong namin si Ronmar..

Todo photo ops din kami.. ginamit naming tripod yung mga trashcan.. hahay.. bliss.

Nung naubusan na kami ng lilibutan sa People's Park, dumiretso kami sa G-mik para magkaraoke up to sawa.. grabe. Napaos yata ako dun.

Lonely Hearts Club ang naging itsura namin.. wahaaa!!!

<--we are lonely and we have hearts.. <3

Puro heartbreak sawi songs ang tinira namin.. tuwang-tuwa naman ako..hehe..

Katagalan, na-exhaust na rin kami.. kaya yun, naglakad na naman kami.

Tapos.. hulaan niyo kung ano na naman ginawa namin..

Yeh!

Kumain uli!! Wahaa!!

Nag-Basti's kami at umorder ng pizza.. yung sizzling gambas hot spicy pizza.. hindi pala understatement yung title nung pizza..

HANG HANGHANG talagaaaH!! Hooh..

May hangganan rin naman ang mga stomach namin kaya't umuwi na kami.

Sinabayan nila ako na maglakad pauwi at hinatid nila ako sa bahay.

Tapos sinamahan ko rin sila habang nag-aantay ng taxi.. haha.

Yey.

<--sa dulo ng maselang bahagharing ito ay matatagpuan ang mga leprechaun na mahilig mag-casino. VIP sila.

I am happy. Period.

Have a happy period! ^^

Abangan ang Susunod na Kabanata

Hello people. And hello worlds!! Greetings.

Medyo matagal-tagal na rin akong nawala dito sa blog world.

Hmm.. so far medyo marami na rin akong "new experiences" na hindi na blog.. kakatamad ikwento..

Oo nga pala. Kaka-graduate ko lang..

hahay..di ko feel.. parang wala lang..

Tulog ang erpat ko buong graduation..ako naman nag-sounds lang..

Hahay.. don't get me wrong.. Masaya ako na naka-graduate na ako..

Pero wala kasi akong naramdaman.. akala ko na pag-gising ko may parang "feeling" ako na

Mararamdaman..

Kaya lang..wala eh!! Haha..

Tapos nakuha ko na rin pala ang professional nursing pin ko.. hmm.. wala Lang rin.. 0_o

Ang naalala ko Lang sa araw na yun ay Ang pain... ANG SAKIT NG PAA KO!!!

Lecheng heels.. T_T

surveys make the world go round!!

Info

[x] I am shorter than 5′4.
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I’ve had braces.
[x] I wear glasses/contacts.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. (hahaha!!!)
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[ ] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I’m in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do/did my homework.
[ ] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I’ve stolen something from my job.
[ ] I’ve been fired.

Embarrassment

[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation. -- Why should this be embarrassing? hehe
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve peed from laughing.
[ ] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

Health

[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.
[ ] I’ve had measles

Traveling

[ ] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Japan.
[ ] I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.

Experiences

[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny dipping
[x] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[x] I’ve been in a play.
[ ] I’ve met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I’ve played chicken.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

Relationships

[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[ ] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[ ] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve cheated on a test.
[ ] I’ve run a red light.
[ ] I’ve been suspended from school.
[x] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I’ve passed out from drinking. --- Haha!
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I’ve smoked weed
[x] I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
[ ] I’ve eaten shrooms.
[ ] I’ve popped E.
[ ] I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I’ve done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I’m anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I’ve woken up crying.

Death and Suicide

[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide.
[ ] I’ve attempted suicide.
[x] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random

[ ] I can sing well. -- Hahahah! Feeler ko! hahahaha!!! XD
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don’t kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I’m a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have “x”s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[x] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I’ve worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

buhok ka ba sa ilong? kasi 'pag sinubukan kong tanggalin ka..naiiyak ako..

malapit na naman birthday ko..

wah..i don't want to grow up, dude.



pero as in..ang tanda ko na.
may kakilala na akong may anak na.
may kakilala na akong engaged.
may kakilala na akong may trabaho.
ako mismo ay kelangan nang maghanap na ng trabaho next year!


minsan napapaisip ako tuwing sumasakay ako ng tricycle na walang headlights/taillights sa gabi..

"kung babangga 'tong tricycle at mamamatay ako..ok na siguro..hehe"



ganyan kalakas ang pagnanais ko na manatiling teenager forevah..nung fifteenth birthday ko nagpost rin ako ng similar blogpost..



i hate adult life..adultery..haha!!

aging is a sin..it's called adultery..


i'm one of those people who'd rather die young than live until 60..
natural selection, brother!

summary ng lahat ng books tungkol dun sa vampire love thingy na over-sensationalized nah shet!

kasi pare ganito daw yun. may isa daw babae na hot daw pare. pero maputla siya kasi hindi
siya inalagaan ng nanay niya pare. tapos pare emo daw siya kasi nga daw hindi siya mahal ng mundo at para siyang patay na bata na galit sa mundo. tapos pare, lumipat daw siya ng tirahan kasi daw masyado daw siyang emo para sa luma niyang tirahan. sabi niya sa nanay niya "tangina mo nay gusto ko lumipat kay tay". tangina pare hindi nagalit nanay niya. sabi lang ng nanay niya "tangina mo pare wag ka magmura".

so lumipat siya sa tatay niya di ba? pagkarating niya dun sabi niya, "tangina erpat bakit maulan dito?" sabi ng erpat niya "gago "bur" months na! malamig na tangena". so nagtaka yung babaeng simula ngayon ay tatawagin na lang nating "babaeng maputla at emo".

so pumasok siya sa school di ba? binigyan siya ng truck ng tatay niya pare. sabi ng tatay niya "tangina mo sa'yo na tong truck ko". sabi niya "salamat tay".

pagkarating niyang school tsong, may nakita siyang lalaking mukhang bangkay pero pogi. sakto. pogi pero mukhang bangkay. sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "hot pare".

nung chem lab na ni babaeng maputla at emo, natagpuan niyang lab partner niya yung poging bangkay. so nung tinignan siya nung poging bangaky, ang asim ng mukha nito. mukhang nandiri ata kay babaeng maputla at emo.

sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina mo". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "tangina KA". sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina NIYA oh *tumuro sa teacher nila*". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "oo nga noh. TANGINA MO". sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina mo gago bampira ako". tapos naghubad siya ng damit at kumintab ang katawan niya kasi linagyan niya ng glitters ang abs niya kasi tigas siya at ganun na ang mga tigas ngayon na nagpupuntang emba.

so pare na in love si babaeng maputla at emo kay poging bangkay. si poging bangkay naman sige lang kasi sex din daw yun. so ayun. angshweet shweet nila.

"eow poh... ahihihihi"

"bebe mwahugz,..... ^^,"

so tapos nun nagpunta sila sa damuhan kasi.... alam mo na. tapos sabi ni poging bangkay "ikaw na buhay ko ngayon" sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "tangina mo gago patay ka na". sabi ni poging bangkay "TANGINA KA".

tapos nagsex sila

so basically pare yun lang yung mga importanteng nangyari sa buong storya. intense noh? kaya pala nahhook lahat ng tao.

(repost mula kay crooks galing kay whenzki na ni repost din mula ian. sa maka-gets lang!! hahahahaha.)

ah yes

ngayong araw ay ang last day ng 3rd week ko sa staff nursing sa San Lorenzo ward ng San Pedro Hospital.

7am to 3pm ang shift ko ngayon.

nagpapasalamat ako na wala masyadong toxic patients at super dami ng students.. haha...no stress..hehe

natutuwa rin ako at medyo close na kami ng mga kasabay namin na head nursing...si Vera, Cherry, at ang aking partner na si Ryan..

natapos ang shift.umuwi ako ng bahay at nagpahinga..naligo na rin at nag-antay ng oras.
binasa ko muna yung napaka-astig na librong pinahiram sa akin ni kevin..SKULDUGGERY PLEASANT..

nung 5:30pm na. nagtext na si dominic at mario na nasa mall na raw sila..
hehehehe..

nanglibre si dominic sa dimsum diner..spare ribs rice sa kanya, beef brisket kay mario at wanton noodles naman sa akin.

nagkwentuhan kami..lumibot sa mall..nanood ng BOLT..ang cute nung movie..nakita ko sina momo, jay-jay, rob, alain, dichi, sam, gian, at yung iba pa sa sinehan..

umikot uli kami sa mall hanggang 10:30 pmhinatid ako ni mario at dominic pauwi.
pagod ako pero masayang masaya..
hehe..

highschool blues

miss ko na si dominic at mario.
ano na kaya ang nangyayari sa buhay nila ngayon?
huli kaming nagkasamang tatlo ay nung summer..

hindi kami masyado nakapag-catch up sa mga bagay-bagay..
hahay..

araw araw nung highschool, kasama ko sila. sa carenderia ni aling babe's kami kumakain..
yung beef ang order ko palagi, o di kaya chicken curry.. tapos coke..

wala lang..miss na miss ko na sila eh.
di na kami nagkita uli..
kumusta na kaya sila?
marami pa naman akong gustong sabihin sa kanila..
oo nga, pwede ko naman sana sila i-text..
pero iba pa rin kasi yung nandyan talaga sila..

napapaisip lang ako ng mga ganitong bagay kasi birthday ni dominic ngayon..

at after 4 months eh
ga-graduate na kami ni mario ng nursing.

kung bibilangin pala kung ilang taon na kaming magkaibigan ng dalawang yun eh halos 8 years na.

mula 1st year hanggang matapos ang highschool eh magkasama na kami.

may mga di pagkakaunawan sa gitna pero nalusutan pa rin namin..

haay..ang tanda ko na..

haay mario..musta na? may crush ka na bang bago? chinita na chubby na naman no!? mas cute pa rin akoah!

haay domz ..pumayat ka kaya uli? tapos na ba thesis mo? nanonood ka ba ng heroes?

haay ira..ba't ang busy busy mo? diba ang graduating relaxed na dapat? may boypren ka na no!?

hahaay

i had fun during the MCS cosplay event.. too much fun that i think i've neglected to notice the other issues my friends are having..


i was too damn preoccupied with all the cosplay that was going on..

it saddens me. i guess we'll never get to bring back the good 'ol days.. oh well..c'est la vie.

ako na ngayo'y nagbabato

ngayong araw ang last day of exams namin para sa finals. ngayong araw, nag-release rin kami ng broadsheet sa rock.

napansin ko na mas naka-focus ako sa pag-circulate ng dyaryo namin kesa sa exams.. iba na talaga ang priorities ko ngayon..
finals na..wala na akong pakialam..

The Rock: the official always hungry student publication of San Pedro College

oh wow i am so happy with how our pub is working things out.. i'm so proud of my co-workers!! yeh.

where does the good go?

i'm a girl and don't you dare forget about it..

napadaan ako sa blog ng ibang tao..

ang gulo ko palang mag-blog..

ahahahaha...

kakahiya..lalake pa naman yun sensitive-sounding..tapos ako puro lokohan!!..ka-babae kong tao..baka pagkamalan akong tomboy/immature nito..

hmm..next few posts ko susubukan ko nang bumalik sa old school blogging kung saan ikukuwento ko ang mga pangyayaring naganap sa aking buhay..

hmm..kaya kaya? kaya!

on a lighter note

my house..is a very very very fine house.. XD

buti naman at may new season na ng house. antagal ko ring inantay..sabik na sabik akong makapiling muli ang pinaka-lovable na doktor sa balat ng lupa!!
hahay..this must be love.. ^_^


yukan club na naman ang obsession namin ng kapatid ko ngayon..
non-stop viewing of recorded amusing movements of people keeps my sister and I alive..(or at least, sane)


hahay..busy-ness..i hate it..kelan kaya ako uli babalik sa vegetative state? i miss those days..T_T

Rachelle Mae Palang (1986-2008)

Justice for Rachelle Mae Palang (1986-2008),

press freedom fighter and nurse for the people

The College Editors Guild of the Philippines, in behalf of its National Office, regional formations and chapters, all member publications and affiliate organizations nationwide and across the globe, expresses its most heartfelt condolences to the family, friends and colleagues of Rachelle Mae Palang (1986-2008).

Rachelle, or Mae-Mae to her closest friends and colleagues, was beloved to the Guild for her bubbly, tongue-in-cheek demeanor. She graced the Guild's gatherings with her easy banter and infectious smile, but was always brisk and business-like in her leadership. She has served as a valuable pillar and driving force in all of the conventions and gatherings she has attended and helped organize. To most Guilders, she was not only a colleague but a precious friend and confidante.

Shock for her untimely demise are evident in her Friendster and Multiply accounts, riddled with comments ranging from disbelief, grief, and even anger – all directed at her, as if to attest that even at the time of her death her friends and colleagues still go to her for conciliation.

Such was Mae-Mae's legacy and brand of leadership. She has always been easy to approach, a rational adviser and generous in her time and efforts.

Mae-Mae was also an outstanding student at the Velez College in Cebu City where she took up and finished her nursing degree. She became editor-in-chief of Vital Signs, the official campus publication. As campus journalist and student leader, she exemplified deep commitment to uphold press freedom, freedom of speech and students' democratic rights and welfare. She is respected by her fellow campus journalists nationwide for her wit, intelligence and sharp grasp of issues.

She was elected as Vice President for the Visayas during CEGP's 67^th National Student Press Convention and 33^rd Biennial Student Press Congress held in Albay, Bicol in 2005. She served her term for three consecutive years before she finally relinquished her post May of this year. The CEGP will without end be honored and grateful to have had someone as dedicated as Mae-Mae as one of its leading officers.

Mae-Mae worked hard to help re-open closed campus publications, establish student papers in universities who had none, and expose and fight campus press freedom violations as well as other forms of campus repression nationwide. She led, organized and participated in countless poetry readings, cultural nights, Writers' Trips, journalist skills workshops and protest actions and activities. Even after her stint as VP for the Visayas, she proved instrumental in gathering and collating cases of campus press freedom violations in the region for CEGP's quarterly digest.

Mae-Mae had to cut short her attendance in CEGPs' 68^th National Student Press Convention and 34^th Biennial Student Press Congress in Davao City for her scheduled nursing licensure exams in May 2008. She passed with flying colors and eventually became a registered nurse. Even before she left, she announced to the Guild her desire to pursue an alternative medical career, one that she would devote to the less-privileged. Mae-Mae also took and passed the National Medical Admission Test. She dreamt of becoming a doctor.

It therefore did not come as a surprise to the Guild to learn that upon achieving her nursing license Mae-Mae immediately volunteered for a three-month medical mission to the hinterlands of Negros. Mae-Mae barely finished her volunteer work in Negros when her dreams died with her.

Mae-Mae was killed by elements of the Armed Forces of the Philippines on September 18, 2008 in an alleged encounter with New People's Army rebels. Her face was barely recognizable; she was shot at point-blank range. Her feet and legs were black and bruised, signs of torture evident elsewhere in her beaten body.

Mae-Mae's untimely demise reminds the Guild all too painfully of the same fate that another CEGP alumna suffered under the hands of the AFP.

In April 2002, Benjaline 'Beng' Hernandez, former CEGP Vice-President for Mindanao and a human rights volunteer, was murdered by the military while conducting a fact-finding mission in Cotabato province. Investigations revealed that the AFP, after wounding Beng, raped and shot her at close range. The AFP later on insisted that Beng was an NPA rebel.

Beng, like Mae-Mae, was also only 22 years old when she died.

The CEGP condemns in strongest terms accusations and insinuations by the AFP that Mae-Mae was armed and a combatant. She was in Negros in her capacity as a registered nurse and circumstances surrounding her brutal killing should be independently investigated.

The CEGP, in this regard, welcomes initiatives by the Commission on Human Rights Regional Office to conduct an investigation on Mae-Mae's case.

The CEGP is also reviled at the AFP's gall to celebrate Mae-Mae's death by bestowing incentives and acclaim to her killers. It is an awful and terrible reminder of the state and characteristic of our security forces. They who are supposed to protect civilians are the main enemies of human rights defenders and social workers.

The CEGP also condemns in strongest terms the AFP's malicious attempts to malign the Guild's name through red-tagging and nasty insinuations. It is precisely this kind of twisted mentality that gives license to the military to repress, harass, silence and kill with impunity. Journalists are easily treated and branded as rebels simply because they are exposed to the ills of society.

The CEGP calls on all its member publications and fellow journalist organizations nationwide and abroad to collectively wield their pens and raise their voices to denounce Mae-Mae's killers.

The CEGP regards the likes of Beng and Mae-Mae as heroes of the present generation, young martyrs who have chosen to exchange their lives of comfort for their noble convictions.

Highest tribute to Rachelle Mae Palang!

Justice for Beng and Mae-Mae!

The On-going Military Operations in Cotabato

Based on text messages sent by a Peace Volunteer :

August 21, 2008 – 3PM
Sabaniya Dimautang pregnant 35 of age and a resident of Brgy. Montay dead on the spot on Aug. 22 at around 2am. Her daughter, Nor-ada, 15 years of age, was also wounded. A certain indigenous resident of Brgy. Montay, 60 plus of age and a young boy named Buko Intil 19 years old was also wounded. They were hit by 105mm mortar.

August 23, 2008 - Around 12 Midnight
Homedy Abdulrahman, 11 year, old dead on arrival. Rabiy Abdulrahman, 7years old and Ula Ponak, 12 years old are all wounded. They were hit by 105mm. howitzer. They are all residents of Brgy. Butilen, Datu Piang, Maguindanao.

August 28, 2008 – Morning
6 jet fighters together with 4 OV-10 and 4 bomber planes keep on dropping prohibited bombs at swampy area of Nimao, Balanaken, Liong, Patulang, Nunangan. The war started in Municipality if Aleosann, Midsayap, Libungan, Pigcawayan, North Cotabato, municipalities of Vice Gov. Emmanuel Manny Piniol. When the MILF reposition its troops, the AFP has again conducted pursuit operation that’s why the tension continues in Maguindanao.

September 8, 2008
24 6x6, Samba tank and 1 Kennedy type of army vehicle seen yesterday, Sept. 7, morning facing Cotabato – General Santos Hi-way while the group are entering Brgy. Talitay for documentation purposes.
7 AM
Several troops of AFP entered in Shariff Aguak. They are planning to enter Brgy. Lapok and Brgy. Pamalian anytime.
10 AM
2 bomber planes dropped bombs targeting lower part of Brgy. Nimao. We are evacuating together with the civilians of the Barangay.
11 AM
There’s now deployment of army on the ground. They are now entering the Baranggay.
1 PM
Until now the wounded victims are still undelivered to the hospital and still not getting any medical treatment. Their situation and suffering is worst, they are nearly dying. We have 200 evacuees here, from adults to children, boys and girls, heading to Poblacion.

“Hanggang ngayon di pa rin nadadala sa hospital ang mga wounded. Grabe yung isang wounded, wala pa ring 1st aide treatment. Baka mamamatay na. Ang daming evacuees dito, mga bata, matatanda, babae, lalaki etc. Konti pa lang ang tumutulong dito kasi nagkahiwa- hiwalay kami sa pag bakwit. Almost 200 individuals mga bakwit. Kasi tumuloy sila sa poblacion. Mukhang ang concrete plan ng GRP eh patayin lahat ng mga muslim dito, binubomba lahat pati civilians”.

Sept. 8, 2008 – 1:48PM
Bailyn Raya 10 year old Grade 2 pupil 50% chance to survive. Guiamaludin Mandi 13 year old. They are all residents of Sitio Dagading, Brgy. Butilen. They are both hit by bomb at around 10AM.
3:45 PM
Bailyn Mandi 10 years old, Zukarudin Mandi, 7 years old, Adtayan Mandi, 5 years old, Faidza Mandi 2 years old and Aida Mandi, 23 years old, Pregnant - All dead due to serious injury caused by bomb explosion.
6:44PM
The father of dead children named Daya Manunggal and his son, Keng Mandi are missing. It was said that they were also dead and buried at Sitio Dagading, Brgy. Butilen. One child named Guiamaludin Mandi was said to be in Cotabato Regional Hospital due to the injury.
8:05PM
54IB AFP troops arrived from Pampanga. There are approximately a total of 1,200 soldiers deployed at the area.
9:20PM
Another wounded person named Abdullah Ibrahim, 24 years old, a resident of Brgy. Butilen is now in Datu Piang Center for medical treatment.

September 10, 2008
4:59 AM
At around 7PM last night more than 12 houses were burned by 54IB of AFP troops at Brgy. Sambulan, Datu Saudi, Maguindanao. Though there’s no fire fight happened. The civilians verified this unlawful burning of civilian’s houses.
8:08 AM
Civilian na ang ginagantihan nila ng mga suundalo dito. PAti mga bahay sinusunog nila. Sana nga may mga US media ditto at nang masaksihan ang mga human rights violation ditto.
8:21 AM
Medyo marami naman ang mga NGO’s na kumikilos dito, may relief goods din. Pero, di nabibigay ng fair sa mga civilians kasi kinukurakot pa ng LGU dito. Dapat pag may relief goods na ipapadala dito, di na dapat dumaan sa LGU, iderecho na lang sa mga evacuees.

updates uli

sobrang dami ko nang kina-aabalahan na umabot na ako sa punto na hindi na ako bumibisita dito sa blog ko.

grabe.

ang huling blog ko na may "consciousness" ako eh nung 3rd year pa ako kung kelan nag-aalalala pa ako kung makakaabot pa ba ako ng 4th year.

eh ngayon midterms na. super dami nang nangyari.. kaya kinakailangan ko na talagang mag-update para 'di ako maka-limot..

sa ngayon medyo tinatamad pa rin ako..hehe

sumali ako ng CEGP national congress at nagkaroon ng mga bagong kaibigan galing sa iba't ibang student pubs..

ako na ngayon ang successor ni kuya PJ sa position na Office and Circulations Manager.. Si Glenn na ang Art Editor namin ngayon..

and finally, my dream came true..cosplay..yeh.ito yung isang araw na ako'y naging saksi sa husay ni manong ichigo(kuya alain) sa pagpuksa sa pwersa ng mga hollow.(tsad?!!)

super busy..pero 'di naman ako nagrereklamo..

i'm actually loving the hectic-ness of it all..

lovely...

para lang may post for august..

Let my eulogy read: "Well, it's tragic how her brain burst like that, but let us recall how Ira was dumb enough to believe -- convinced even -- that there is some kind of life after death. At least now she knows better."
death death death...lalala..

ang ganda nung pagkamatay nila leonidas sa 300!!



wow!




kainggit..sana ganun rin ka-astig tingnan kamatayan ko..death by arrow shower..~wee!!
since ito na rin topic ko,
ililista ko ang aking top10

pinaka-OKna "mode of death" na nakita ko sa sine't telebisyon..




1. yung sa CSI-LV na tao na galit sa mga CSI, nanghingi siya ng 1M in exchange for Nick tapos dala na ni Grissom pera pero binomba niya sarili niya (kasama ang 1M dollars)
2. yung kay O-ren Ishii kung saan nag-away sila ni The Bride tapos na slice brain niya pero di naman nasira face niya.
3.yung kay Bill naman na di niya alam na pinatay na pala siya ni The Bride gamit yung pindot-pindot method.
4. si Prof. Xavier, inagnas nang buhay.. wow.
5. yung sa crouching tiger hidden dragon, so romantic.. date-suicide.. sabay silang tumalon sa bangin ng kanyang yayabs..
6.yung kay Boromir, kahit puro arrow na siya, pumapatay pa rin ng mga Uruk-Hai.. napaka-noble.
7.yung kay Spike, inagnas din siya ng buhay, napasok spirit(?) niya sa locket thingy, tapos binalik ni Fred sa Angel..
8. yung mama ni Amelie Poulain, nahulugan ng nagsu-suicide na babae.. take note: kakalabas pa lang nila sa simbahan nun!
9. yung mga lalake sa kung fu hustle na namatay dahil dun sa nakahiga na gitara. (trengtreng..igs!)
10. yung sa 300 naman, natuhog na siya.. hinila niya deeper yung bbq stick to get closer to the tuhoger to make patay..(wekwekwek..)
11. yung death ni septimus sa stardust..as in..nalunod siya kahit walang tubig dahil hinulog nung bruha ang voodoo doll version niya sa tubig..

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