Ira is really love aura boy

fangirl na ba ang tawag saken? di naman siguro..

ira really loves aura boy, my golly!!!



sa hana kimi siya na character, si kayashima na nakakakita ng mumu at aura ng mga tao..

dahil sa kanya, dumami na ang tshirt ko na striped..
dahil sa kanya, ako'y napapa-"~kyaa!"



usually hindi ganito reaction ko sa mga pogi..

pero...

aack!!!!!!! ^_^ he's an exception...
*nahahawa na yata ako sa sakit ni baia.. (owner of the "hunterkekshunter" blog)

i hope NOT!!! hehe

Ira is love aura boy

Your Aura is Violet

Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world. And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it! The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach

What Color Is Your Aura?

inday!

Nag-rent ng isang van ang magbabarkada para mag out-of-town. Habang nasa biyahe biglang humirit si Ethan…

Ethan: Alam niyo ba, in the Animal Kingdom, males are more dominant than females?

Di papatalo si Rosing…

Rosing: Ok lang. Studies show that women outlive men.

May pantapat si Dodong…

Dodong: Eh diba nga, men have higher IQ than women?

Di na napigilan at nagsalita na rin si Inday…

Inday: And what is your proof Dodong? Such claims concerning gender differences are empirical and they should be evaluated by evidence. Is it because there are more male scientists or mathematicians than female ones? Do you think that this translates to men having greater cognitive aptitude for science? Or males are intrinsically better at mathematical and spatial reasoning? Or that men show greater variability than women, and as a result there are more men at the extreme upper end of the ability distribution from which scientists and mathematicians are drawn?

Inday: Tell me Dodong, what’s your evidence? Don’t you know that we are endowed with core knowledge systems that emerge prior to any formal instruction which serves as a basis for mathematical thinking and these systems equally develop in males and females? I tell you, there are no differences in intrinsic aptitude between men and women. You must consider social factors involved before stating your claim. There are social forces, including overt and covert discrimination and social influences that lead men and women to develop different skills and different priorities.

Natameme na si Dodong…

Dodong: (sinisi si Ethan) ‘Kaw kasi eh! ‘Kaw nag-pasimuno ‘lam mo namang wala tayong laban kay Inday.

Nagising si Manang sa kanyang pagkatulog…

Manang: Ang iingay niyo! ‘La pa akong tulog… palibhasa di kayo inumaga sa paghahanda ng pagkain eh!

Dodong, Ethan, Rosing at Inday: Sorry!

wee..

birthday ko kahapon at nanglibre ako sa pizzahut..

di kasing enjoy last year pero pwede na rin..
kasama ko si baia, maya, angie, tetz, at dominic

midnight sale sa gaisano mall.. binigyan ako ng tshirt ni maya na blacknwhite stripes..

T_T i'm older now..
di na naman nakarating si mario kaya't medyo malungkot ako..

para sa mga bumati sa akin, salamat!! ^_^



mario. this is for you... wah!!!

a spoonful of Edward Norton makes the viruses go down

the greatest monologue of all time. here's monty talking in front of a restroom mirror (from the movie 25th hour)..
ansarap i-read aloud nito, promise..lalo na pag sabay dun sa movie. yeah!
*i got this from the top movie monologues/speeches of all time.. yeah! i've seen norton's film and i'm glad he's on top of the list...yeah! i heard he'll play the hulk next year..yeah!



Yeah, fuck you, too.

Fuck me? Fuck you.

Fuck you and this whole city
and everyone in it.

No, no, no, no, no.

Fuck the panhandlers
grubbing for money,
smiling at me behind my back.

Fuck the squeegee men
dirtying up the clean
windshield of my car.
Get a fucking job.

Fuck the Sikhs
and the Pakistanis
bombing down the avenues
in decrepit cabs,
curry steaming out their pores,
stinking up my day.
Terrorists in fucking training.
Slow the fuck down!

...getting one
of those operations
that elongate your penis.


Fuck the Chelsea Boys
with their waxed chests
and pumped-up biceps,
going down on each other
in my parks and on my piers,
jiggling their dicks
on my Channel 35!


Fuck the Korean grocers
with their pyramids
of overpriced fruit
and their tulips and roses
wrapped in plastic.
Ten years in the country,
still no speakee English.


Fuck the Russians
in Brighton Beach.
Mobster thugs sitting in cafes,
sipping tea in little glasses,
sugar cubes
between their teeth,
wheelin' and dealin'
and schemin'.
Go back
where you fucking came from.


Fuck the black-hatted Hasidim
strolling up and down
47 th Street
in their dirty gabardine
with their dandruff,
selling South African
apartheid diamonds.

Come on.
Your wife deserves this.


Fuck the Wall Street brokers.
Self-styled masters
of the universe.
Michael Douglas-Gordon Gekko
wannabe motherfuckers
figuring out new ways
to rob hardworking people blind.
Send those Enron assholes
to jail for fucking life.


You think Bush and Cheney
didn't know about that shit?
Give me a fucking break.

Worldcom.


Fuck the Puerto Ricans.
Twenty to a car,
swelling up the welfare rolls.
Worst fucking parade
in the city.

And don't even get me started
on the Dominicans,
'cause they make
the Puerto Ricans look good.

Who's this fuckin' guy?!
Get the fuck outta here!

Fuck the Bensonhurst ltalians
with their pomaded hair,
their nylon warm-up suits,
their St. Anthony medallions,
swinging their Jason Giambi
Louisville Slugger baseball bats
trying to audition
for "The Sopranos."


Fuckin' crack
your fuckin' head open!


Bensonhurst! Bensonhurst!


Fuck the Upper East Side wives
with their Hermes scarves
and their 50$
Balducci artichoke.

Taxi!

Overfed faces
getting pulled and lifted
and stretched all taut
and shiny.


You're not fooling anybody,
sweetheart.


Taxi!


Fuck the Uptown brothers.
They never pass the ball,
they don't want to
play defense,
they take five steps
on every layup to the hoop,
and then they want to
turn around
and blame everything
on the white man.


We not giving it up!
We not giving it up!


Slavery ended 137 years ago.
Move the fuck on.


Fuck the corrupt cops with
their anus-violating plungers
and their 41 shots,
standing behind a blue wall
of silence.


You betray our trust!


Fuck the priests
who put their hands
down some
innocent child's pants.


Fuck the church that protects
them, delivering us into evil.


And while you're at it,
fuck J.C.
He got off easy --
a day on the cross,
a weekend in hell,
and all the hallelujahs of the
legioned angels for eternity.
Try seven years
in fucking Otisville, J.


Fuck Osama bin Laden,
Al Qaeda,
and backward-ass cave-dwelling
fundamentalist assholes
everywhere.
On the names of
innocent thousands murdered,
I pray you spend the rest
of eternity with your 72 whores
roasting in a jet-fuel fire
in hell.
You towel-headed camel jockeys
can kiss my royal lrish ass.


"l notice how many
of what I once thought


"were evidences of repression,
sexual or otherwise..."


Fuck Jacob Elinsky.
Whining malcontent.

Fuck Francis Xavier Slaughtery,
my best friend,
judging me while he stares
at my girlfriend's ass.


Fuck Naturelle Riviera.
I gave her my trust,
and she stabbed me in the back.


Sold me up the river.
Fucking bitch.


Fuck my father
with his endless grief,
standing behind that bar,
sipping on club soda,
selling whiskey to firemen
and cheering the Bronx Bombers.


Let's go, Yankees!


Fuck this whole city
and everyone in it,
from the row houses of Astoria
to the penthouses
on Park Avenue,
from the projects in the Bronx
to the lofts in Soho,
from the tenements
in Alphabet City
to the brownstones
in Park Slope
to the split-levels
in Staten lsland,
Iet an earthquake crumble it,
let the fires rage,
Iet it burn to fucking ash,
and then let the waters rise
and submerge this whole
rat-infested place.


No.


No. Fuck you,
Montgomery Brogan.
You had it all,
and you threw it away,
you dumb fuck!

aants!!

ohohohohohohohoho..
la ako maisip iblag pero gusto ko magtype.. so itatayp ko kung ano man ang laman ng utak ko as of the moment.

may nangyayaring kakaiba sa ikinikilos ng mga langgam..

naniniwala akong hindi ito dahil sa madalas na pagbuhos ng ulan..
kahit anong lagay ng panahon, kakaiba pa rin ang mga ikinikilos nila..

malapit na talaga ang end of the world..
alam yata ng mga langgam ang mga sikreto ng mundo..

ang weird na talaga nila ngayon..

kayo? pansin niyo ba na parang kakaiba na ang kinikilos ng mga langgam ngayon?

di na nila ini-invade ang mga asukal namin.. trip na nila mga damit..

bakit damit? ano ang nasa damit? bagong laba pa talaga ang gusto nila.. hindi yung sa labada..
akala namin dahil sa sabon.. pero hindeeeh.. paiba-iba na kami ng sabon!!!

weird..

naka ilang palit na rin ako ng bedsheet pero nilalanggam pa rin ako..

kahit sa'n ako tumingin, may langgam!!


aaaaaccckkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pati screen ng computer.. cellphone, you name it.. they're there!!

geez.

kanina nga, paggising ko, ginawa nilang bridge yung kamay ko..
badtrip talaga..

dahil kaya diabetic ako?

nooo...



kinagat ako ng langgam sa mata
kinagat din ako sa scalp

nagising ako na puno ng langgam ang unan ko

di naman ako kumain sa kama

matamis ba ang mata ko?
may lasa ba ang ulo ko?

medyo mabango nga ang buhok ko dahil sa shampoo pero parehas naman kami ng kapatid ko ng shampoo at magkadikit mga kama namin bakit siya, hindi nilalanggam?! di naman madumi kama ko. walang pagkain..

ano ba?!

dahil kaya involved ako sa massacre ng mga langgam dati?
isa ako sa mga nag-isip ng mga taktika sa biological warfare warfare ni papa dati nung nagmassacre kami ng mga langgam..(pinag-away namin yung mga pula at itim sa pamamagitan nga biological warfare:nanalo yung mga pula)

pero sa pagkakaalam ko, hindi nilalanggam ang aking ama kahit siya naman ang mastermind sa nasabing massacre..

ewan ko ba.. sadyang sweet lang ba talaga ako?
tinikman ko sarili ko.. normal naman ang lasa ah.. maliban na lang sa kamay ko na medyo mapait dahil kakalagay ko lang ng hand creme..
wala pa namang nakapagsasabi sa akin na sweet ako..

hmm..

dahil kaya ..

i should marry a jap guy..hehe

You Should Date A Japanese Guy!

You're an interesting blend of traditonal and modern And a Japanese guy is likely to be on your wavelength Maybe you'll show your love by dying your hair the same color Or get married in a traditional white kimono!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?

islashwah

it's so frustrating..
i spent all of my money for school..
i've been trying to save up so that i can play RO during the break..
T_T

now, i am stuck here.. at home.. wallowing in self-pity..

penniless..

a starving artist..


==well, i'm not actually starving per se.. i just feel so empty.. stuck here..

dvd marathon.. i'm so sick of watching dvds already..


to compensate for my lost ragna time, i've returned to my OTHER past addiction:

pokemon!!! wah..here is a screencap of me inside my lovely secret base on route120.. ^_^

grr..

"people like you are the reason people like me need medication.."


i should be relaxing by now..
it's sembreak!!
but what am i doing? i am revising our f*@kin' case study!!!

i hate incompetent people.
geez.. ang simple simple lang ng trabaho ng mga taong yun, ayaw pa nilang tapusin.. tae sila, sabi nila gagawin na raw nila eh bat nakita ko sila kanina sa mall, papunta sa sinehan?!! ha?!

grr.. i'm sick. i'm tired. and i'm SO sick and tired of having to put up with people like you!!!!!!!!!!!!




*whew.. that was a relief.. i just had to let all of that out.. (it's a good thing the persons i'm referring to don't know what the word 'blog' means.. (buti rin friendster lang ang alam nila na pwedeng gamit ng internet...)

-_-

our exams are finally over..
but a feeling of fear has swept through me..

genuine fear indeed.


wah!!! i really have no idea regarding my academic status as of now.
i just hope my grades are enough get me through the first semester..
it's the third year. i have to focus. i have to exert more effort!

wah!!
i'm so tired.... T_T

when i feel heavy metal and i'm pins and i'm needles

at sa wakas natapos na rin ang aming duty sa lechepuchataelangkwentangleche na psychiatric/mental health nursing rotation.

at anong napala ko, ask me...





WALA!!!!


hehe.. medyo matagal tagal na rin simula nung huli akong nakapagblag dito.
medyo kinain kasi ng lechepuchataelangkwentangleche na psychiatric/mental health nursing rotation na yan ang oras ko..

nalunod din ako sa mga requirements sa ibang subject.. di pa kasali mga ek-ek responsibilities ko dyan ha!!

i just feel so effing stressed out.. stretched out din..
ewankobah..
pagod na ako..


i almost came to a point where i welcomed eternal repose but luckily i was too tired to act on it.. hehe
oh well... ^_^

at ngayon.. ang pinakahihintay ko sa lahat buong 1st sem ay malapit nang mangyari!!! woohoo!!!!!!
sembreak nah!!!! yahoooooooo!!!!!!

baybay crezii pipol! it was fun, but sorry.. i'd rather receive the same amount and level of fun someplace else!!





woohoo!
*i think i've developed a psychoses during my stay with the psychotic..

Let's Make Bantay!!

pichur daw to galing sa gaisano sa cebu, toy department..

may na-diskubre akong site na nagpawala ng antok ko nung isang madaling araw na naisipan kong mag illegal interneting..

visit: http://himantayon.com >where people who enjoy observing will feel happy.

wake me up when september ends..

natapos ang agosto nang hindi ako nakakapagblag..
ngayong setyembre, di ako makakapayag na hindi ako makakapagblag..

T_T

i'm so tired..
within august, i got sick three times..
i hate it when i'm sick..
especially if it's on duty hours..


and now, it's september.. wah!!!

lam niyo ba na kagabi, libre ang pagkain sa okonomiyaki?!!!
di ako nakapaniwala sa aking swerte kahapon..
yan tuloy, napablag ako..
ganito kasi yun.. pagod na pagod talaga ako kahapon kasi nung friday nag-overtime ako sa lahat ng requirements.. tapos maaga pa talaga class namin tapos medyo may sakit pa rin ako kay super badtrip talaga, bwiset!

para di nakakapagod basahin, ililista ko mga nagingswerte ko kahapon..

1. birthday ni mama, good mood siya, umalis din ako ng bahay na good mood, kahit walang tulog..
2. dahil di na ako natulog, di ako na-late sa PE
3. dahil sira ang mata ko, di nila ako sineryoso sa basketball sa PE.. at naka-score ako.. (laking gulat nila!!)
4.wala pala kaming PD kasi wala yung teacher..
5.wala pala kaming english kasi.. ewan.. hehe
6. maaga kaming nagsimula sa psychia kasi walang english tapos nakatulog ako sa klase nang di napapagalitan..
7.pag-gising ko, ididismiss pala kami ng maaga..yey!
8.yung miting sa nsrc, mabilis lang natapos..
9.pagdating sa okon, free food!!
10.binigay sa akin ni drus yung manga niya na dotmatrix.. yey!
11.tinuruan ako ni benjie kung pano maglaro ng pokemon card thingy
12.natalo ko si benjie sa pokemon card thingy
13.pagdating sa bahay, more food!!
14. tinext ako ni mario at dominic.. i miss those two..
15.nahugasan na pala ng katulong namin ang mga pinggan..

and then i slept..now it's 5 in the morning..napakasarap ng tulog koh..ako na yata ang pinaka-kuntentong tao sa mundo..

*ambabaw naman ng kaligayahan ko.. wahaa!!!








-

oh my julay!!

oh my oh my...

it's july!

my ghulay..



interviewer self:so... what have you been up to?
interviewee self: not much...

*teka.. nakakapagod namang mag-type ng dialogue sa pagitan ng sarili at sarili mo!!
mahaba pa naman ang "interviewer self" at "interviewee self" kung itatayp..


ok.. updates galore:

1.~wee!! natanggap ako sa the rock arts&graphics!! i now live to serve my master..zhel!!! ^_^
2. school nursing is finished..(paalam, mababantot na bata..) i'll really miss those kids..
3. we're having our duty 3pm-11pm shift at the san lorenzo ward of san pedro hospital.. tiresome-bothersome..
4.the prelims are coming up.. i am very very scared.
5.i'm excited about the tantra "mage" event.. (sana makapunta ako.. T_T)
6.rumor has it that our next duty will be at a mental hospital.. (sana totoo!!!! XD)

wow grabeh..


kakapanood ko lang ng HP-OotP kagabi.. T_T di ko yata mabilang ilang beses akong naka-utter ng 'tae' while watching the film..
pero napakahirap sabihing pangit yung film..
parang obligasyon ko rin kasi na panoorin yung film.. T_T waa!! (why did it all have to come down to this?!!)
pero ang galing talaga nung Phelps brothers... the best!!! sila talaga yung characters na nagpapa-OK sa movies..
galing din nung umbridge (pansinin nyong di capital letter name nya kasi undeserving si umbridge!! -_-) na artista.. ang sarap tirisin!!! (kaya effective acting talaga!!)
ano pa ba.. ay oo.. ang ganda ganda ni Ginny!! ^_^
ay oo.. angkyuut na nung love love nila Hermione at Ron.. ^_^
voldie and Dumbledore's fight reminds me of Yoda and that senator/sith lord's fight.. haha!!! red lang yung "light saber" ni Dumbledore. may pagka-starwars theme pa talaga yung soundtrack!!

(sinadya kaya yun o guni-guni ko lang?)


*kung gagawing smiley ang reaction ko pagkatapos ng film, ito yun:
( T_^ ) /weh


deathly hallows... T_T di ko muna babasahin para di agad matapos.. T_T

iha, anong bumabagabag sa iyow?

*uy maawa naman kayo sa frustrated graphic artist na itow!!

tuwing napapadaan ako sa the rock office bumabaliktad ang laman loob ko.
for 5 seconds i feel as if i channeled the spirit of inside out boy..

siguro pag lalabas na results nung mga yun, susuka ako..

i really want this.
i hope i get in.

sana umubra yung pag-lagay ko ng hearts sa paligid ni GMA sa aking editorial cartooning entry.
sana ma-gets nila yung pag kore-korean ko dun sa comic strip tungkol sa nuclear nuclear thingy ng korea.
sana cute enough yung bata dun sa short story illustration ko para sa standards nila zhel.

nasobrahan na ako ng reject nung highschool.
di ko alam kung mate-take ko kung ma reject na naman ako ngayon.

ay oo nga pala.. duty duty na naman kami..
school nursing..
tuwing umuuwi ako, amoy batang mabantot na ako..
puno ng lapis stains..

at kanina, isa akong rabbit sa roleplaying-lecture namin tungkol sa nutrition para sa preschoolers.. best actress daw, sabi ni maya..


mag-artista na lang kaya ako? puro rabbit roles aking ipoportray.

yeah!

malapit na kaming magdutying muli sa ospital.. sa san pedro hospital san lorenzo ward 3pm-11pm shift.. OB rotation..
*pekpek alert..

narcissistic me..

The Movie Of Your Life Is Film Noir

So what if you're a little nihilistic at times? Life with meaning is highly over-rated. Your best movie matches: Sin City, L. A. Confidential, Blade Runner

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Star Wars Horoscope for Sagittarius

You are superbly wise and have been known to spread your wisdom widely. You are impatient and pushy when people take your teachings too lightly. And your philosophical side always peeks through. Star wars character you are most like: Yoda

What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

stolen blogthings

Your Expression Number is 4

Practical and down to earth - everything in your life is organized.You are a great writer and teacher. You never forget a detail.Very patient, you have the ability to cultivate talents in difficult fields. You also tend to have an artistic side. You'd make a great architect or classical musician.You face your responsibilities with a positive attitude - and you always get things done.You are serious, sincere, honest, and faithful. Sometimes your strong sense of responsibility leads to frustration.You also tend to develop strong likes and dislikes, which border on dogmatism.At you're worst, you can be a dominant disciplinarian.

What's" Your Expression Number?

napakaraming blog ek thingies sa blog nung nakita ko.. ninakaw ko tuloy.. salamat!! (cityhighan siya, i'll post a link of her blog later.. ) adik ako sa mga ganitong bagay.. sadyang narcisa lang talaga ako.. masama ba? oo.. pero buhay ko to.. wahe..

Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading...You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose.Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily.But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

kalabasa madness

nag-advanced classes kami, neurology tapos ortho rin.. sabay.. neuro sa umaga at ortho sa hapon..

utak utak...
buto buto..

napaghalu-halo ko tuloy mga sagot ko sa quizzes....amf
*eh pwede rin naman ang cranieoctomy sa ortho ah!!! geez..

nasanay ako sa naging buhay ko nung bakasyon.
nagulat ang utak ko.
nakalimutan ko kung pa'no magpunit ng 1/4 sheet of yellowpaper
'di ko na alam spelling ng second name ko.
bsn-2c pa rin nasusulat ko, kahit ilang beses ko pang pagsabihan ang sarili ko..


kanina, kakatapos lang ng neuro-ortho discussion.. 'di man lang ako nakabawi sa kumalabasang quizzes ko..(*huhuhu)

napagod at na braindrain na agad ako, eh pa-umpisa pa lang ang klase..
ano pa kaya kung may duty na kami uli?!
kailangan ko ng support system..

comfort food?hot fudge sundae
comfort activity?movie watching after duty

kaya lang, nagtitipid ako para sa hp7 at cirque du freak..



ok lang.. i'll always have the internet..
*kawawang nilalang...

kaka'nis,kakamiss

(clockwise from left to right:dom,prem,feb,rus,kat,ruth,ronelyn,david,etel,marie,cham,aprille,
rommel,aldred, and me)


i was just browsing my files and i happened to see this particular picture of my highschool classmates.. i miss them so much.

this was taken at our house.. and unfortunately, i've forgotten WHEN this was taken..

i remember singing karaoke with aldred and the others after this.. "thunderbolt and lightning, very very frightening!!" ^_^


those were the good 'ol days.. if only i knew college would be THIS hard, i would've done my best NOT TO FINISH highschool.. wahehehehehehe...



*napa-reminisce (tae, tama ba sfellieng?!) ako kasi kanina nung kasama ko si kate sa SM (hi kate! ^_^), nagkwentuhan kami tungkol sa good 'ol kangkong salad days..

wala lang, naiirita lang ako.. ayoko kasi ng pagbabago.. napaka-time consuming/bothersome..
3rd year college na ako.. hanggang ngayon, 'di ko pa rin alam kung tama ba talaga napili ko..

nung nabasa ko blog ni ilsea(hi ilsea! ^_^) kanina tungkol sa kanyang what-ifisms(tama ba yun?!!), nag what-if attack na naman ako.. kung nagUP ako.. bagay sana talaga sa 'kin course ko.. comarts.. T_T

sabi pa ni dom, "hay naku rai, di ka talaga mahihirapang mag-fit in ditoh.."

T_T

it's too late.. wahehe.. but i DO like seeing blood and white linen, so might as well look at the bright side of this course.. konting tiis na lang..


death is the answer.. (ulol!)

a series of fortunate events (incidental report)

people who don't know each other but are mutually-appreciative
of a certain type of music and discovering this in a serendipitious manner
end up being good friends..

incident #1: linkinpark.. tinugtog sa radyo.. 1st year highschool..
i was arguing with a classmate that linkinpark's name was not limpkinpark
(geez..limpbizkit yun ulol..)..
and that the song from crazytown about a butterfly was not
written/produced/sang by any of the members of that group..
tapos biglang may nakisali.. alam din pala niya yung linkinpark.. tapos memorize din
niya tapos nairita siya dun sa nagsabi na limpkinpark daw pangalan.. insulto daw yun sa kanya..
di ko kilala yung taong yun.. di ko rin alam na
magiging matalik kaming magkaibigan hanggang college..
parehas kami ng ugali..may pagka manic-depressive,
cynical minsan tapos biglang magiging super positive thinker o di kaya
biglang mag-iisip na sana mamatay na sila lahat tapos
biglang gugustuhing i-save ang world.. dahil kaya sa limpkinpark?

incident #2: 1st year paren..i saw the lyrics of teenage dirtbag on one of the songbooks of
my classmates..i sang it, and someone also sang along.. kwentuhan kami.. wah..
nanonood din pala siya ng charmed, nagbabasa ng pugad baboy, at paborito din niya
ang samurai x!!! heck..may pagka-weirdo din.. napapa-isip nga ako minsan.. kung lalake ako,
ganun ako..

incident #3: someone was singing screaming infidelities.. i sang along.. tapos may cd pala siya..
laman ng cd puro alam ko rin.. di kami close.. pagkatapos nun, naging tambayan na namin
yung outlet ng classroom kung saan nakasaksak CD player at speakers niya... close na
kami ngayon..

incident#4: retreat.. di ko alam pano nagsimula. magkatabi kami.. laro ako ng gameboy..
kanta ako ng "let it be" kasi namatay ako sa gameboy at kinuha na ng may-ari laruan niya.
tapos nakita kong nag-smile yung kaklase ko na di umiimik/nagsasalita/nakikihalubilo
sabi ko.. alam mo yun? ano pa alam mo? sige daw.. kanta ka raw..(jokingly)
sabi niya..
"di bagay mga kanta na gusto ko dito.. peaceful masyado lugar" wah..
turns out na yung klasmeyt ko pala ay mahilig sa glamrock/metal wow.. tinanong ko sa kanya..
ano, tulad ng the darkness? sabi niya.. oo!!!! alam mo pala yun?!!! at nagkwentuhan kami ng
super tagal tungkol sa mga nakakalungkot na pangyayari sa musika ng panahon ngayon..
big deal yun kasi.. hindi nagsasalita ang taong yun except kung pinwersa mo..
shock mga kaklase ko.. kami nga last at pinaka-mabilis mag-confession kasi nagkwentuhan
pa kami tungkol sa death.. punkista pala yun.. feel ko satanista din.. hehehehe

incident#5: ka-ragna ko.. kaya medyo close na kami..
may pinatugtog siya na kanta.. tapos kaming dalawa lang naki-sabay sa kanta..
napangiti siya..
from that moment on, kaming dalawa na ang naging consultants ni incident#6

incident#6: di ko alam kung pano kami nag-click.. naki-share yata ako sa player niya..
nakalimutan ko na.. ngayon, musical consultant niya ako tuwing may bago siyang idadagdag
sa kanyang player.. informant na din niya ako.. ang bayad niya saken: pwede ako maki-share
sa player niya kahit gano katagal..

incident#7: seatmate ko.. ang bukambibig lang saken.. nagstudy ka? lakihan mo writing mo ha?
pero one time, sinabihan ako ni incident#6 na "ano nga title nito?" sabi ko akap yan.. imago..
hindi mojofly!!! palitan mo yang naka-sulat sa player mo.kakahiya. laking gulat nung katabi ko..
"bay, rocker man diay ni siya no?!"..tinanong niya ako tungkol sa iba pang banda..
gulat na gulat talaga.. ngayon, binubulungan na niya ako ng tamang sagot pag nakita
niyang may mali akong sagot sa quiz..

incident#8: new student.. di ko kilala, di niya ako kilala. gamit ko player ni incident#6 share
kami ng isa ko pang klasmeyt.. kanta-kanta kami ng jointheclub tanong niya sa klasmeyt ko..
may itchyworms diyan? sabi niya ewan.. sagot ko, meron..
sagot yung newstudent.. "asteeg!!" napalingon ako..
hand gesture agad ako ng asteeg, muzta, at lufeet.. tawa siya.. alam na
niya ngayon kung sino ako at alam ko na ngayon kung sino siya..

asteeg..

it can also work the other way around.. good friends(the really good ones) even if they
were apart for a long time, end up listening to the same type of music without the
influence of the other.. i think it has something to do with brainwaves/brain signals..
na lock-in na siguro yung pattern ng pag-iisip nung dalawang tao na kahit maghiwalay sila,
yung mga interests nila almost parehas pa rin..

ehem, ehem.. alam ni incident #'s 1, 2, at 3 yan.. pati na rin ni kuya dio.. char.

random thoughts from 3:35am-3:50am

school starts soon. we're having advanced classes on neurologic and orthopaedic nursing. i wonder if i'll ever get through this semester.my tongue hurts.i miss tiger.i have to buy black fabric paint tomorrow.


we had our level 3 orientation. bothersome.i just spent those 5 hours listening to music and sketching.my stomach was rumbling. that serving of chicken steak was welcome indeed.

my mom's watching jumong again.water spilled all over me.chicago's not such a crappy band after all.i hate myself for reading spoilers of cirque du freak.


i wonder when i'll get my kamp pag-asa certificate.i hope i get to join the aap members this saturday.i'm wishing that it will rain.

i hope my sister downloads that pokemon crystal game version soon.i wish mario and dominic will invite me to go on a food trip again.


*and i wonder if you ever think about me anymore. and i wonder if you ever think about me when you're bored(<--i wonder-diffuser)


i shouldnt've deleted that diffuser song. i hope my uniforms still fit me once school starts. my tongue is killing me.

i have to write as much as possible even if i don't really HAVE anything to write about as of the moment since i won't be able to go online as mush as i'd like by the time school starts.

i haven't been watching the news lately. peter adams is now online.enzo just came back from new york.angie spent a week in manila.dominic roamed baguio.i regret not travelling during the summer.my trip to midsayap was pathetic.

i want to go to the beach.too effing late.i was too lazy to leave the house.my cousins kept on urging me to go to mati.i wish i went with them.if i did, i would've had unlimited access to their karaoke machine and be fed fine food throughout the day(since my uncle owns a restaurant/lodgehouse).

joaqui tupas of hapinas just greeted me.i think that was so cool of him.i have to rest soon if i don't want to feel like someone who has just been beaten up.

may lahing aswang kaya ako?

*i just noticed that i usually become hungry and mentally alert at around 3am.. di ba yan ang oras kung kailan nagsisilabasan ang creatures of the night/dawn?

napatawa ako sa isang find ko sa blogs.. galing sa isang bibe: http://bibeganda.blogspot.com/2007/05/movie-translations.html

movie translations na malufet:

1. Black hawk down - ibong maitim sa ibaba
2. dead man's chest - dodo ng patay
3. i know what you did last summer - uyy... aminin!
4. love, actually - sa totoo lang, pag-ibig
5. million dollar baby - 50 million pisong sanggol (it depends on the exchange rate of the country)
6. the blair witch project - ang proyekto ng bruhang si blair
7. mary poppins - si mariang may putok
8. snakes on a plane - nag-ahasan sa ere
9. the postman always rings twice - ang kartero kapag dumutdot laging dalawang beses
10. sum of all fears - takot mo, takot ko, takot nating lahat
11. swordfish - talakitok
12. pretty woman - ganda ng lola mo
13. robin hood, men in tights - si robin hood at ang mga felix bakat
14. 4 weddings & a funeral - kahit 4 na beses ka pang magpakasal, mamamatay ka rin
15. the good, the bad and the ugly - ako, ikaw, kayong lahat
16. harry potter and the sorcerer's stone - adik si harry, tumira ng shabu
17. click - isang pindot ka lang
18. brokeback mountain - may nawasak sa likod ng bundok ng tralala /bumigay sa bundok
19. the day of the death - ayaw tumayo (ng mga patay)
20. waterworld - basang-basa
21. there's something about mary - may kwan sa ano ni maria
22. employee of the month - ang sipsip
23. resident evil - ang biyenan
24. kill bill - kilitiin sa bilbil
25. the grudge - lintik lang ang walang ganti
26. nightmare before christmas - binangungot sa noche buena
27. annie hall - ang butas ni annie
28. never been kissed - pangit kasi
29. gone in 60 seconds - 1 round, tulog
30. the fast and the furious - ang bitin, galit
31. too fast, too furious - kapag sobrang bitin, sobrang galit
32. dude, where's my car - dong, anong level ulit tayo nag-park?
33. beauty and the beast - ang asawa ko at ang nanay nya
34. the lord of the rings - ang alahero


may nawasak sa likod ng bundok ng tralala!!! my ghulay..




*i want to suck your blood...(and go back to sleep)

she said baby, it's 3am it must be lonely!!

nag-aantay ako ng antok..
ang tagal niyang dumating..
andito ako sa kwarto..
nagta-type sa dilim..
tulog na si baia..
may sinabi siya kanina..
nananaginip..
sabi niya.."ang telephone oh!!!" ano kaya ang nasa telephone?
may asong tumatahol...
naririnig ko rin tunog ng aircon ng kapitbahay..
napagalitan pa ako ni mama kasi dapat na daw akong matulog

.sabi ko..ok ma, logout ko na to..haha.

sana lang di niya marinig tunog ng keyboard ko..
grey na lahat yung mga tao-tao sa ym..
sana may mumu para enjoy..
wag lang ipis..please...

di ako titigil type hangga't di ako aantukin..

rosebud;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!klapaucius;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!


medyo namimiss ko na ang aking gaming days..
isa sa mga insomnia cure(at roots) ko...
trigger-happy ako..lahat pinipindot ko..
gusto ko talagang tinatype yung
pampadami ng pera sa the sims..
pindot ng pindot..

;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!;!

as in...
ragna naman trip kong pumatay ng pupa
nung bata pa ako..
tapos disabled yung auto-patay..
pindot lang ng pindot!!

paborito kong pinapatay mga greatest general
nung archer na ako..

as in.. ds.. papak!!!ds.. papak!!.. ds..papak!!!!!

haay... tuwang-tuwa na ako dun.. lalo na pag
may maiiwan na object pagkatapos..

ds..papak!!!!

pero nung na-hunter na,, charge arrow!!

kashing.. papapapak!!!! wohoo!!!

kaya lang namamatay agad kalaban kaya di na enjoy.. pagkatapos kong ma2nd job, tumigil na ako..

end of gaming days..lecheng college..

diablo rin.. gusto kong ginagamit yung barber..
gupit-gupit!! hehe.. usually pangalan na gamit ko,
zonrox..
tripping ako patay nung mga mukhang bayawak..
gusto ko talaga tunog.. tapos puro dugo..yeah!!

speaking of dugo.. enjoy rin gta!! paborito ko
gamitin yung chainsaw... hehehe
quake rin.. paborito ko gauntlet,

pinakagusto kong pinapatay ay yung walking eyeball..yeah!!



*yawn



haay sa wakas.. gudmorning pipol!!!bb po..

the end is near

malapit na matapos ang summer.
at ano ang napala ko? WALA!!!!!!!!!

T_T

the highlights of my summer happpened during the start of summer: an outing with my highschool friends and my volunteering at kamp pag-asa..

the rest of my summer consisted of sitting in front of machines that need to be stared at.. (TV at komfyuter)


i should've gone to the beach..
i should've kept in touch with old friends..

should've should've


tae.


ang income generating gimiks ko naman ay tinapatan ng aking income depleting habits..
ang aking P2,000.00 na kita sa pagtuturo ng sining ay ibinuhos ko sa pagkain.. T_T

oo nga nanglibre ako.. pero di ko tinago ang mga resibo(walang remembrance ng aking perah!!!! T_T)



*bummer summer? maybe..pero at least mas productive ako di tulad nung huli akong nagbakasyon..

ifagfatawad mo aking kafangahasan..

ninakaw ko to sa blog ng iba.
i want to know about you people.. pwede paki copy at sagutin nyo tapos i-post sa comments?
salamat..

if..

If I were a month I would be: December.
If I were a day of the week I would be: Wednesday.
If I were a time of day I would be: 9pm
If I were a planet I would be: Vegeta
If I were a sea animal I would be: Hermit Crab
If I were a direction I would be: North
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: Rocking Chair \m/
If I were a sin I would be: sloth
If I were a historical figure I would be: dead
If I were a liquid I would be: seawater
If I were a stone, I would be: lapiz lazuli
If I were a tree, I would be: Willow tree
If I were a bird, I would be: falcon
If I were a tool, I would be: scissors
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: makahiya
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: mild rain
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: nymph
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: cello
If I were an animal, I would be: a wild cat
If I were a color, I would be: purple
If I were an emotion, I would be: melancholia
If I were a vegetable, I would be: cabbage
If I were a sound, I would be: inaudible
If I were an element, I would be: Iridium
If I were a car, I would be: Volks
If I were a song, I would be: Across The Universe
If I were a movie, I would be directed by: Spike Lee
If I were a book, I would be written by: Antoine de Saint Exupery
If I were a food, I would be: Chicken Adobo
If I were a place, I would be: obrero
If I were a material, I would be: Cotton
If I were a taste, I would be: Spicy
If I were a scent, I would be: Lavender
If I were a religion, I would be: Zen Buddhism
If I were a word, I would be: incapacitating
If I were a body part I would be: hands
If I were a facial expression I would be: distant.
If I were a subject in school I would be: child psychiatry
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Darla
If I were a shape I would be a/an: parallelogram
If I were a number I would be: 5

tasteless nothingness

i think i've grown numb.

my friend just told me that i have become numb.. he said he can't remember the last time he's seen me cry or look sad even if sad and crying-worthy events are happening.

i think he's right.

i can't remember the last time i've cried..
the only expressions i've used for the past few months are happiness and worry..
(and i have reason to believe that it hasn't only been months but YEARS)


no emotion.. like that guy from samuraix who smiles all the time..


it's not because i haven't been feeling bad at all..
i just can't seem to muster up the energy to feel emotion (let alone SHOW it)..


and recently, people are starting to notice..



but i can't help it..
i'm content.


(even if there is still SO MUCH MORE that is lacking in my life)





i think i am ready to die.



*oooh.. kakatakot naman yan na statement!

sweet nothingness

now i never meant to do you wrong..

that's what i came here to say.


but if i was wrong, then i'm sorry.. (but don't let it stand in our way)


now my head just aches when i think of..
the things that i shouldn'tve done..


and life is for living.. (we all know)
but i don't wanna live it alone..





this is part of the lyrics to a song by coldplay.. i keep on playing this over and over on my player ever since i saved it..

the melody is just too nice.. (even if the lyrics are so sad)

it's not really about the message of the song that matters to me.. it's the music..

_

i can't think of a title for this post.

this post is just an extension of my reaction to a friend's blog.

again, i'll speak freely..


oo nga. tama nga si kate.
kailangan ba talaga nating isipin ang iniisip ng iba tungkol sa atin?

i used to be insecure about a LOT of things especially during my elementary years (in a private "high class" school)

i ended up feeling bad about myself..



life is unfair.



if it were not for the people who see us for what we are and not for what we seem to be, we might not be able to survive this cruel, biased world..




*tila nakakahilo at sadyang napaka-iksi ng taglish blog na itow!!

of chicken, firetrucks, and novelty songs..

finally, i have returned from Kamp Pag-asa..
oh what an experience it has been.

i arrived at that camp feeling like an outcast.
but after the camp, it's like i was leaving home..

i miss the children.
i miss my fellow volunteers.
i miss the camp staff..

but i definitely won't miss the food.. hehe

'nuf with the english..


pucha napagod talaga ako sa camp na yun.. nag-alaga ako ng isang bulag pero parang tatlong bulag ang binabantayan ko.. "three blind mice, three blind mice... "

yung mga autistic ang okay..

paborito ko yung mahilig magpa-kalmot ng likod at ang kaya lang sabihin ay mga conversation ng ibang tao at least 2 hours ago.. (how cool is that?!!)
he keeps repeating "aruy, nipilit ang chicken.." over and over whenever he is calm..

naobserbahan ko ring special children are curiously responsive to novelty songs.. bakit kaya?
hmm..

ano pa ba..

pagkain namin puro manok, kung di manok, boiled egg naman.. geez..

first time ko ring maligo gamit ang tubig galing sa firetruck.. enjoy talaga mga bata.. (pati volunteers)

nagkaroon ako ng bagong mga kaibigan..

ano pa ba..

ah basta! ako ngayon ay nagbalik mula sa Kamp Pag-asa na puno ng pag-asang makakabalik akong muli next year..

at home ako eh.. (does this mean that i am "special" too?!)

nakuha ko nah!

i've been trying to figure out how to read and follow tabs for almost a week now and i am proud to say that i finally understand them..

wee!

nagsibalikan na mga kalyo ko.
i'm currently working on my speed in shifting chords..

sa ngayon ang alam ko pa lang tugtugin ay chorus(?) nung favorite song ko ng dashboard confessional

ender will save us all..

i wanna give you, whatever you need..
what is it you need? is it what i need?

i wanna give you, whatever you need!
what is it you need? is it within me?

it's hard to explain how i am getting by on so little from you.
it's hard to believe that i would let myself get so right into you.
there's gotta be something that would be worthwhile for me to give to you.
we need a connection but you seem to push me far away from you....


feel na feel ko talaga pagtugtog pero hanggang dun lang nakuha ko sa pagbabasa ng tabs ei.
kaka-frustrate tuloy..

my playing really sounds like the real thing! if only i can figure out how to play those things with numbers enclosed in a parentheses..

oh well..

proud pa rin ako! self-taught tabs reader yata to..

^_^

death list

this is from my blog in friendster (after i watched the movie 300):

Let my eulogy read:
"Well, it's tragic how her brain burst like that,
but let us recall how Ira was dumb enough
to believe -- convinced even --
that there is some kind of life after death.
At least now she knows better."

death death death...
lalala..

ang ganda nung pagkamatay nila leonidas sa 300!!

wow!

kainggit..
sana ganun rin ka-astig tingnan kamatayan ko..
death by arrow shower..
~wee!!

since ito na rin topic ko, ililista ko ang aking top10 pinaka-OK
na "mode of death" na nakita ko sa sine't telebisyon..

1. yung sa CSI-LV na tao na galit sa mga CSI, nanghingi siya ng 1M in exchange for Nick tapos dala na ni Grissom pera pero binomba niya sarili niya (kasama ang 1M dollars)
2. yung kay O-ren Ishii kung saan nag-away sila ni The Bride tapos na slice brain niya pero di naman nasira face niya.
3.yung kay Bill naman na di niya alam na pinatay na pala siya ni The Bride gamit yung pindot-pindot method.
4. si Prof. Xavier, inagnas nang buhay.. wow.
5. yung sa crouching tiger hidden dragon, so romantic.. date-suicide.. sabay silang tumalon sa bangin ng kanyang yayabs..
6.yung kay Boromir, kahit puro arrow na siya, pumapatay pa rin ng mga Uruk-Hai.. napaka-noble.
7.yung kay Spike, inagnas din siya ng buhay, napasok spirit(?) niya sa locket thingy, tapos binalik ni Fred sa Angel..
8. yung mama ni Amelie Poulain, nahulugan ng nagsu-suicide na babae.. take note: kakalabas pa lang nila sa simbahan nun!
9. yung mga lalake sa kung fu hustle na namatay dahil dun sa nakahiga na gitara. (trengtreng..igs!)
10. yung sa 300 naman, natuhog na siya.. hinila niya deeper yung bbq stick to get closer to the tuhoger to make patay..(wekwekwek..)

"ayoko ngang mamatay habang natutulog.. Di na ako magigising nyan!!"-Baia

i'll be here in a while.. (ain't going nowhere)

it's been a while since i last posted something "organized"..
my life's become quite cluttered lately..
(it's not a mess, just cluttered..)

how have i spent my past "unbloggedy" days?
let me count the ways:

1. wandering the internet without doing anything productive or gaining anything profitable..
2. going into trance-like states during my internet-free/school-free moments..
3. sketching eyes and other face parts during semi-dull discussions at school..

the above-mentioned activities pretty much sums up my life. geez..
at my age, i should be doing something other than these..
/wah


it's been a while since i last posted something organized.
and i think it will take an even longer amount of time before i will
be able to post something worth reading..

gomen..

tangina mo andaming nagugutom sa mundo, fashionista ka pa rin?!

may uod kanina sa CR..
tinitigan ko siya. tinitigan niya rin ako (feel ko)..
nagtitigan kami..
pagkatapos nun, umalis ako ng CR.. nakalimutan ko na kung ano ang pakay ko..
naalala ko na naiwan ko pala salamin ko sa banyo kaya ako pumunta dun..
sinuot ko specs ko tapos pagtingin ko sa sahig, hindi pala yun uod..
linya pala yun ng tiles... patitig-titig effect pa ako..

ehehehehehehehehehehehehehe

*ang title ay walang kinalaman sa post.

*ang post ay walang kinalaman sa kahit ano.

kainis ang blogger

ok na sana yung blog ko tapos nakalimutan ko username ko sa gmail...

tae.

oh well...

new year, new blogspot..

(yet again..)